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sorryforthat

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I am thinking about ctb by benzos. when I take them I feel calm and relax. is it a painless method for ctb? for example if I take 100 tablets of xanax?
 
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8evergo

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du solltest etwas gegen erbrechen nehmen
 
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juraviel

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i know "putting someone to sleep" is a euphemism but you seem to be taking it literally.

you wanna die or you wanna (deeply) relax
 
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I am thinking about ctb by benzos. when I take them I feel calm and relax. is it a painless method for ctb? for example if I take 100 tablets of them?
Overdosing on any drug isn't going to be painless and most likely won't kill you. If you love it so much maybe you could use it to help you ctb with a different method.
 
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8evergo

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100 tablets are a lot you have to take something against vomiting and then pull a plastic bag over your head before fall in sleep
 
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No, not likely to work, and you may well develop liver and kidney problems, or seizures. I would not recommend this at all.
 
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sorryforthat

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i know "putting someone to sleep" is a euphemism but you seem to be taking it literally.

you wanna die or you wanna (deeply) relax
I want to die with it when I am relax and not panic.
 
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Jacket

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Oct 13, 2021
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Statistically, suicide by medication has a laughably low percentage of success. Overdosing on pills is a good way to send a cry for help, but I would never consider it a feasible method for suicide. The vast, vast majority of pill overdoses do not end in death.
 
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nerve

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Jun 19, 2019
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People die by suicide with benzos all the time, but there's not much data out there (at least publicly) on how much it takes to kill someone. Even then, it probably varies from person to person based on things like age, weight, metabolism, preexisting physical issues, etc. Benzo overdoses are unreliable too, so they haven't been looked into and investigated as much, for example, SN. We don't have any charts or guides for ctbing with benzodiazepines. The info just isn't out there.

So we also don't know a lot about how painful the process might be. I poked around a little and there's actually a wikipedia article on this, so it might be worth taking a look at that, even if it doesn't have any specific numbers.
 
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You are not likely to succeed unless taken combined with other drugs (at high dosages) such as alcohol and opioids. It won't be quick and painless, and if using the oral route, you will definitely vomit most of it out before you have the chance to ctb.
 
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Chockles

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Sep 17, 2021
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I worked in drug addictions service in .uk for years before i got sick. of all the drug related death statistics I saw over the years none were from a high dose of benzos alone. Even with heroin or a mix of opiates, alcohol & benzos statistically it's thought only 12% success & many of them are accidental. May cause damage but unlikely to kill you. I wouldn't advise it.
 
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If you want to go this kind of way I would recommend the amytrypthiline cocktail from the peaceful pill book....
 
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Ch92921

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Dec 29, 2018
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No, not likely to work, and you may well develop liver and kidney problems, or seizures. I would not recommend this at all.
Its weird how likely you get seizures with these benzos.
 
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44nutz1977

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Oct 19, 2021
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I am thinking about ctb by benzos. when I take them I feel calm and relax. is it a painless method for ctb? for example if I take 100 tablets of xanax?
I wouldnt... I have done a fair bit of research (not as much as some here)... but i tried to end things August. 130 valium and a cocktail of other drugs. lots of alcohol and korea method to stop blood flow to my brain. At some point (i thnk) i vomited. Its all blurry. Whatever the case I failed.

Probably becaue I was drunk really but my point is the benzos.. i took a LOT of valium. (diazepam). They most likely will not kill you.

The day after I slept for 2 days solid. Then I was awake and angry for failing and trying something so stupid. My plan was (I thought) going to work.
So i dont recommend benzos by themselves.. most likely you will just sleep for a long time.

If you are certain you want to go as someone advised read peacefull pill handbook. I learned a lot from that.
 
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benzo ld50 is insanely high. you basically cannot die on them alone unless you do something while blacked out.
 
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toforigivelife

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44nutz1977

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Oct 19, 2021
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Interesting read TY.
I took about 700mg of valium (I had just over 130 pills at 5mg)... And other pills.. And alcohol. And I still failed. I'm kinda glad I did now as going out using my suicide plan drunk as fuck seems ... Dumb. As I proved. It was.

I suppose also my tolerance is high as I take 10mg to 15mg a day of diazepam/valium. And being alcoholic I have drunk incredible volumes of booze that would kill some people.

That's why I need to be sober. Re-evaluate my plan. And that's why I am planning to get SN. That seems to be the way forward for me.
 
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Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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*asking for science*

I know that 100 tablets of xanax can't kill. Even if it's 1mg/tablet (mild brain damage at worse).

but would 1000 tablets of 1mg of xanax + 100ml 40%vodka do the job?
 
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toforigivelife

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Jul 5, 2021
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*asking for science*

I know that 100 tablets of xanax can't kill. Even if it's 1mg/tablet (brain damage ar worse).

but would 1000 tablets of 1mg of xanax + 100ml 40%vodka do the job?
1,000 milligrams of Xanax. I don't know. Xanax doesn't stay in your system as long as Valium does.

Xanax is an effective benzo but you'll have to do some research as far as its potential to be fatal.

You have the option of combining the Xanax and vodka with a drug like heroin or fentanyl. You can research the Tor browser, Bitcoin and how to buy drugs off of the dark markets.

Just be sure that your stomach is empty, that you take Dramamine an hour beforehand, have a plastic bag to put over your head or situate yourself so that it is difficult to breathe and try to have 24 hours of privacy.

A private place or a rented hotel or motel room would be a good idea.
 
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1,000 milligrams of Xanax. I don't know. Xanax doesn't stay in your system as long as Valium does.

Xanax is an effective benzo but you'll have to do some research as far as its potential to be fatal.

You have the option of combining the Xanax and vodka with a drug like heroin or fentanyl. You can research the Tor browser, Bitcoin and how to buy drugs off of the dark markets.

Just be sure that your stomach is empty, that you take Dramamine an hour beforehand, have a plastic bag to put over your head or situate yourself so that it is difficult to breathe and try to have 24 hours of privacy.

A private place or a rented hotel or motel room would be a good idea.
I don't understand the point of ordering drugs off the dark web when you can just order N instead.
 
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toforigivelife

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I don't understand the point of ordering drugs off the dark web when you can just order N instead.
Good point.

I'm in the U.S., I think N is harder to come by here.
 
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