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Nogodallchaos

Nogodallchaos

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Oct 30, 2019
27
Hi, I tried ordering SN but I live with my parents and they found out. I don't know where to buy a rope and can't order it online cause it would arrive home and my parents would know as well. The only tool I have is this leather belt. I tried a couple of runs and I immediately start getting hot dizzy and tingly all over my body. How high are the chances it will break when I go unconscious? Thank you sm
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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the chance of breaking your belt is low
 
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Nogodallchaos

Nogodallchaos

Member
Oct 30, 2019
27
the chance of breaking your belt is low
Noted, thank you
I just need to get home from the psych ward, my parents think I'm not suicidal anymore and I'll have higher chances, I will also lock the door with they key stuck in so they can't stop me if they get suspicious. I live in europe and here doors are harder to smash open. I'm sorry I'm doing this to them but I can't just do it anymore, everytime things get better my bad luck fucks it all up and I end up worse than I ever was to begin with.
 
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lostangel

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Mar 22, 2019
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Hi, I tried ordering SN but I live with my parents and they found out. I don't know where to buy a rope and can't order it online cause it would arrive home and my parents would know as well. The only tool I have is this leather belt. I tried a couple of runs and I immediately start getting hot dizzy and tingly all over my body. How high are the chances it will break when I go unconscious? Thank you sm
Hello, fellow mac head! I'm in a similar situation to you. I plan on buying a rope at my local hardware/diy shop. It's only 3 euro so it won't be hard to gather the money or conceal it. I hope you do the same and also stash the rope outside in a hidden place. That's what I'm doing.

I have tried hanging with a belt with the belt wedged between the door and the top frame. I don't think it will break like that. But it might stretch. That is what happened to my last belt it was stretched because of that.
Best of luck!
 
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PrettyMoose

PrettyMoose

Eat my arse, Pain&Sh*tness & Mindf*ckitation Grift
Mar 1, 2020
280
Robin Williams was successful with a belt. So it is possible.
 
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Steamm

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Feb 28, 2020
446
I keep thinking how can someone die with a belt tied in a doorknob, seems impossible to me
 

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