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Aug 11, 2026
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I have heard jumping is a bad idea. It can leave you crippled, paralyzed, with brain damage, etc. But I live in an urban area and have access to the roof of a 6 story tall parking garage. The floor I'd land on would be completely concrete. I'm fairly certain this has an extremely high fatality rate, especially if I try to not land on my legs and rather on the head or back. This jump would be my preferred way to ctb considering it is incredibly easy to access (I've already been up there), and falling would be fun. Is this a bad idea?
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
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yes, it is a bad idea. 6 stories ain't enough to guarantee ctb.
 
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Of course it's not guaranteed. But i've seen things saying 70-90% mortality rate from this height. Which i'm comfortable with, especially considering i won't land on my legs, which i don't think those numbers account for.
yes, it is a bad idea. 6 stories ain't enough to guarantee ctb.
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
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Of course it's not guaranteed. But i've seen things saying 70-90% mortality rate from this height. Which i'm comfortable with, especially considering i won't land on my legs, which i don't think those numbers account for.
that's a 10% - 30% chance of crawling away with permanent crippling disabilities. we've had multiple people on this forum who have jumped from higher and survived. don't do it.
 
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whorror

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May 27, 2025
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I won't risk it. It's not 100% guarantee and if you survive it might live you paralyzed. Also I don't know if you can coordinate yourself that good mid air to be sure you don't land on your legs.

It's totally your decision, but when it comes to me I wouldn't jump from anything lower than 10 stories. Wanna make it quick and sure
 
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I won't risk it. It's not 100% guarantee and if you survive it might live you paralyzed. Also I don't know if you can coordinate yourself that good mid air to be sure you don't land on your legs.

It's totally your decision, but when it comes to me I wouldn't jump from anything lower than 10 stories. Wanna make it quick and sure
that's a 10% - 30% chance of crawling away with permanent crippling disabilities. we've had multiple people on this forum who have jumped from higher and survived. don't do it.
6 floors will only leave you permanently maimed
I simply don't know another way that is going to be accessible and has a higher rate of success. No firearms available. Getting drugs seems very complicated and dangerous if the people i live with find out. Any suggestions let me know
 
Misery99

Misery99

Experienced
May 12, 2020
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I think something going wrong and getting paralyzed is a much worse fate than the death itself so I think this isn't actually a good idea.
 
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Sep 19, 2023
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Disclaimer that I can't say whether killing yourself is a good choice or not.

When I was suicidal, jumping was my preferred method. The spot I had picked out was maybe 6 to 8 floors up depending on how you counted in the parking deck, but those were tall floors and it was at least 100 feet drop onto pavement. I remember 100 feet being the goal for a minimum drop to have a high (not guaranteed) chance of success, and obviously landing on pavement is better than something soft.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Bad idea, here's a post of someone who jumped & failed. She CTB'd a few months ago with SN.


And then there's this, which made world news a few months ago, but not everyone pays attention to news…

 
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Hi, there are a couple methods that come to mind. More so the drowning ones. . . That's my current go to method. I know a couple!!

Links below.
I'd like to extend my thanks to you for introducing me to the shallow water blackout method. I've done a bit of research and this seems like the next best thing. Correct me if I'm wrong, but this is surprisingly not a very common method at all! I've heard almost nothing about it, but after some research it looks genuinely easy and painless which are some things most people look for in a cbt method.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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I'd like to extend my thanks to you for introducing me to the shallow water blackout method. I've done a bit of research and this seems like the next best thing. Correct me if I'm wrong, but this is surprisingly not a very common method at all! I've heard almost nothing about it, but after some research it looks genuinely easy and painless which are some things most people look for in a cbt method.

Not common for a reason. It's not easy to get it to work. A week or so ago a member posted that they tried & tried & tried with it & finally gave up.
 
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Not common for a reason. It's not easy to get it to work. A week or so ago a member posted that they tried & tried & tried with it & finally gave up.
What makes it difficult to execute? It seems fairly easy to get yourself to hyperventilate. Then, you just hold your breath under water and night night. /genq
 
bloodonmyhands4ever

bloodonmyhands4ever

Will you draw hearts in my yearbook memorial?
Aug 6, 2026
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What makes it difficult to execute? It seems fairly easy to get yourself to hyperventilate. Then, you just hold your breath under water and night night. /genq
Maybe it was the temp of the water? Pearl posted about the temp of the water affecting it. I heard Lukewarm water does best IIRC. Although I suggest you find her post on it :-)
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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What makes it difficult to execute? It seems fairly easy to get yourself to hyperventilate. Then, you just hold your breath under water and night night. /genq
Idk. I think because it seems more straightforward than it actually is, but I wish you luck with it 🤞.
 
WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
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What makes it difficult to execute? It seems fairly easy to get yourself to hyperventilate. Then, you just hold your breath under water and night night. /genq
What makes it so difficult is that carbon dioxide builds up a lot even when you hyperventilate which causes pain. If you have a lot of motivation it is doable but the pain may not be worth it.

This is my method, but pulling the trigger is not easy because of SI.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
487
6 stories is definitely a gamble. Depends if you land on your head. If you fail you'll be disabled for life. Up to you if you want to take that risk but it would be better to find a higher place if you are serious about CTB.

SWB is too good to be true. I've seen threads of people trying it and nothing happened. Maybe it can work for some people idk.
 

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