Is anybody else planning to CTB around the time of their birthday

[Dinozauria]

I'm planning to. Partially because it's the only month where hardly anybody I know has any birthdays, and another part because people might remember me more on my death day and birthday after I'm gone, so I might as well combine them into one to minimise suffering

 

[itsgone2]

Sad to think about. Being a baby and a child and having all those potential joy.
And now we're here.
Another night of insomnia
Another day comes I think about suicide all day

How could I go from a happy child to this?

How could any of us?

 

[thehorizons]

I used to think like that when I just had mental illnesses and just toyed around ideas in my head, but after having real illnesses I don't feel the poetry of dying on my birthday anymore. Now, I feel like it could be any day really and if anything doing it on my birthday would be more hurtful and vain to those around me.

 

[Liebestod]

A date I have in my head is exact two weeks after my birthday.

 

[LonelyPrince]

I'm currently contemplating it. If things don't get better by then I'll attempt. I hate my birthday, nobody sees it as a special day anyway

 

[meddle]

I'm planning to. Partially because it's the only month where hardly anybody I know has any birthdays, and another part because people might remember me more on my death day and birthday after I'm gone, so I might as well combine them into one to minimise suffering

i was thinking about this for the same reason. so there would be only one day to remember me

but i personally find it extremely hard to ctb on planned date. i more like waiting for the right mood and do it when you are in this special state of mind