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Anxiety/depression

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Apr 23, 2019
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Hello my fellow pro-choice believers. I am a lost soul who has been struggling with anxiety attacks and almost constant depression i have attempted to hang myself twice before and failed both times (the first time i broke my door handle and the other time the rope snapped) because of those 2 attempts i am now able to crack my neck if i bend my head to the side as a grizzly reminder of those days. I usually use most drugs like weed cocaine alcohol or lsd to surpress the negative thoughts i have almost daily which get worse day by day as i live on and am having worse and worse panic attacks worst one ive had so far has been 30minutes of being curled up in a ball on the floor of my bathroom thinking thoughts like gtfo gtfo gtfo gtfo. I have had many drugs and i have a goal of trying as many drugs as possible before i carry out my suicide probably heroin OD or exit bag depending on what i have at the time and if i have enough of it. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask
 
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