inherited genetic alcoholism/addictive personality disorder

[AUTIST777]

this shit really makes me wanna ctb.

Constant financial problems because of addiction is not what anyone should live with.

 

[jodes2]

Sorry you're having to live with that, it must be hard. I can understand you wanting to CTB. Is it alcohol you're addicted to or something else too?

 

[AUTIST777]

Sorry you're having to live with that, it must be hard. I can understand you wanting to CTB. Is it alcohol you're addicted to or something else too?

alcohol, weed and amphetamines

practically anything i can get my hands on i will be addicted to

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you suffer like this, it really is awful how life can torture people in so many ways.

 

[Ligottian]

As a layperson, I'm pretty sure genetic dispositions to mental illness and addiction in many cases kind of run together. I most definitely inherited my disposition to anxiety and depression. That came from my mother's side. I also, along with my prescribed meds , use alcohol (beer) to self-medicate. After my paternal grandmother died, my grandfather, I'm told, spent his days emptying whiskey bottles until he was placed in a nursing home where he died after a year or so.

Just one reason my genes will die with me.

 

[melancholic]

Please don't give up simply because of addiction. Not trying to minimize what you're going through, I'm an addict myself and it sucks. But there are tons of resources out there if you really want to beat substances and keep living.