In another life, I was happy. Not in this one.

[HortEr162]

In another life, my body didn't give me so many problems. In another life, I managed to escape from my abusive parents and start a new life somewhere else. In another life, I wasn't such a coward and I was able to stand up for myself. In another life, I met someone who actually cared about me and loved me. In another life, things went well and I was happy.

But not in this one. In this life I'm destinated to suffer until I die... by my own hand (when I'm brave enough) or other causes. And I guess it's just a matter of accepting that. Accepting that things will never get better for me no matter how much I try. Accepting that I'm doomed for life.

In another life I was happy I swear... I was actually able to feel safe. To feel okay. To feel loved and accepted. My dreams actually came true and... it was fucking amazing.

In another life...

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you've had to suffer so much, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I see my existence as only being suffering as well. But anyway I wish you the best.