Impossible to solve problem

[bigfishlittlefish]

I hate that there is no way to know whether a certain substance you might want to buy online will be legitimate or not. If you'll even get the delivery or whether it will get seized by customs.
The most humane way to ctb is inaccessible for most people and it's just not right. We shouldn't be left with options which could leave us at risk of becoming permanently seriously ill or disabled if things are not successful. Everyone should be allowed to have a peaceful ending. It's just not fair

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, you are right. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, suicide should not be so stigmatised. It is cruel how we are expected to suffer against our wishes even if we are in unbearable pain. The fear of failure holds me back from ctb. More than anything I wish I was never born. We are brought into this world just to suffer.

 

[bigfishlittlefish]

Yes, you are right. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, suicide should not be so stigmatised. It is cruel how we are expected to suffer against our wishes even if we are in unbearable pain. The fear of failure holds me back from ctb. More than anything I wish I was never born. We are brought into this world just to suffer.

The fear of failure is literally the only thing stopping me right now. I'm chronically sick/disabled already and I really don't want to survive the attempt, only to be in a worse condition than I am now.