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Multiplied Obscurity

Member
Aug 31, 2020
20
I'm new here since yesterday, did research, read Stan's List or whatever it's called. Now I'm only waiting for my SN and things in a few days time.

I hope the days pass quick and that it arrives to me without complication because I am ready to CBT as is the term since a while ago.

I'm tired, I'm nervous, I'm ready to do this.
 
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ending80

Member
Aug 31, 2020
42
I understand the being ready and waiting the time to pass. It can seem intolerable. Hope you get things soon. For me I'm having a hard time deciding the how but I need to ctb very soon. I really wanted benzo and alcohol but I'm afraid that won't work
 
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Multiplied Obscurity

Member
Aug 31, 2020
20
I understand the being ready and waiting the time to pass. It can seem intolerable. Hope you get things soon. For me I'm having a hard time deciding the how but I need to ctb very soon. I really wanted benzo and alcohol but I'm afraid that won't work

You're not going with the usual SN for this site?
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,190
I am wishing you all the love and peace in the world. Whatever you decide I hope you find your beautiful sunrises and vibrant sunsets.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
You're not going with the usual SN for this site?
That was an interesting phrase... "the usual SN." I guess SN is probably discussed more than other methods on this forum, but I can't say that definitively. A preferred method poll from 2018 had these results:
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I don't know if someone has done a more recent poll, but I wonder what the results would be now.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I wonder if those who have posted about using SN and never came back to this forum are actually in a mental ward rather than in the next world. Or worse, comatose. We have no way of knowing.
 
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icanhasnick

Student
Sep 3, 2020
155
That was an interesting phrase... "the usual SN." I guess SN is probably discussed more than other methods on this forum, but I can't say that definitively. A preferred method poll from 2018 had these results:
I don't know if someone has done a more recent poll, but I wonder what the results would be now.
Well, usual =/= preferred. I imagine many people would prefer N (or gun, or opioids) but pick SN as a more readily available alternative.
 
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BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I wonder if those who have posted about using SN and never came back to this forum are actually in a mental ward rather than in the next world. Or worse, comatose. We have no way of knowing.
For their sake let's hope it's not the case.
 
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