Venting I'M UGLY

[MOSTHATED]

I see myself in the mirror and think "wow do I seriously look like that?" I know that people I talk to feel the same. I do my best to avoid any reflective surface (it's kinda hard) I can't be around people without even thinking about how ugly I am. Ruins my mood everytime. I feel so disgusting and I feel uncomfortable in my body. I feel like god cursed me. Maybe god enjoys seeing people suffer. I have low self-esteem. I get very nervous when I'm next to a pretty woman I'm also pretty jealous of men with good looks not because I think they can get in a relationship but because if I had a better face, I wouldn't hate myself so much. I wish I could hide away from people so they wouldn't see me. I don't think I will ever be loved or have a relationship lol.

 

[extremelyugly]

I could've written this myself. Being ugly is basically the end of one's life before it even started; I know this firsthand. Add insult to injury if you're aslo an unlucky one who is XXY. Garbage.
My face is so asymmetrical that it looks like someone punched me in one side. . So recessed as well.
Just nothing to do in this planet anymore. I'm "glad" I finally realized this. No more cope. Now just a race to find the correct method.

 

[redmourningdove]

The way society elevates attractive people over unattractive people is so vain. But being attractive isn't the same thing as being loved and having a great relationship: many attractive people have a partner that only appreciates them for their body and not much else. There's no reason to be so jealous of them; those people have a lot of emotional maturity they need to gain as well. I'm sure you have attractive qualities in your own way, and there will be opportunities ahead where people will love you for so much more than just your face. Take care, I hope you find peace.

 

[tonicer]

I feel like god cursed me.

That's almost exactly how i feel. I don't know if it's karma because of what i did in my previous life or (in gaming terms) a debuff for something else i can do good. I have a pretty high IQ and can learn things quickly but I'd rather be stupid than this ugly. I don't believe god would be wicked like that so the people who say this here is hell might be right after all. I mean some humans do crazy insane inhumane things to other humans like rape, torture or even murder without any inkling or mercy/empathy and they sometimes even film themselves doing it or say that god made them do it or because the victim said something mean to them so it's okay to kill someone. I just want to go somewhere else where none of these crazy humans are. I wish i was rich and could buy whatever stuff i need for the next couple of years i have left and move somewhere as far away from humans as possible.

 

[bodiless]

bro that is exactly how I feel currently except I'm also short.

Every time I go outside I feel ashamed. I do my best to minimize the amount of people that will have their eyes on me by always emprunting the less frequented path and by sitting in an angle where the fewer people will see me It is literally imossible to live a normal life with the body that I have

I could've written this myself. Being ugly is basically the end of one's life before it even started; I know this firsthand. Add insult to injury if you're aslo an unlucky one who is XXY. Garbage.
My face is so asymmetrical that it looks like someone punched me in one side. . So recessed as well.
Just nothing to do in this planet anymore. I'm "glad" I finally realized this. No more cope. Now just a race to find the correct method.

Do you mind if I ask what were your copes and how you abandoned them ?

 

[extremelyugly]

Just videogames and some TV series but mostly being delusional. I thought that I was ugly or very ugly but at the same time my stupid piece of garbage brain had the brightest idea of thinking all those times that I clearly heard they vocalize that I was ugly or horrible didn't count, only the "neutral" or "positive" (fucking unbelievable how delusional someone can be only to keep going), just because ONE (1) single girl in almost TWELVE (12) years treated me like a human, ONE, in what? 10000? 20000? Idk.

The last day of last month I realized all of this was bullshit and that if half the planet despises you for your face then there's no place for any hope. No hobbies (can't hide the pain anymore thus can't enjoy them), no friends (I would both feel way inferior and also have no social skills obviously), no dignity, just a simple mantra: if it's positive, it's not about me; if it's negative, it is. And that simple phrase explains everything neatly and fits like a glove, it's basically an axiom.

I wish I was aborted.

 

[klvrtuw5]

I see myself in the mirror and think "wow do I seriously look like that?" I know that people I talk to feel the same. I do my best to avoid any reflective surface (it's kinda hard) I can't be around people without even thinking about how ugly I am. Ruins my mood everytime. I feel so disgusting and I feel uncomfortable in my body. I feel like god cursed me. Maybe god enjoys seeing people suffer. I have low self-esteem. I get very nervous when I'm next to a pretty woman I'm also pretty jealous of men with good looks not because I think they can get in a relationship but because if I had a better face, I wouldn't hate myself so much. I wish I could hide away from people so they wouldn't see me. I don't think I will ever be loved or have a relationship lol.

Ditto, sometimes I look in a mirror or at a photo of myself and think 'why do you go out in public looking like this?' I literally have the receded chin from the 'virgin' face on the 'virgin v chad' memes