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Marigoldflower1984

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I want to leave next Monday, and the previous plan I thought would work, I found out wouldn't. So I have 20 pills of 20 mg of Valium, if I take all 20 pills and take eight over the counter Benadryl, would that give me a peaceful, painless end of existence?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Can you explain how and why this would be lethal?
 
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Marigoldflower1984

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Because Valium is a prescription drug for insomnia, and if you take 20 20 mgs of it, that's 400 mgs, so I'm thinking that would do it but I'm not sure.
 
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Because Valium is a prescription drug for insomnia, and if you take 20 20 mgs of it, that's 400 mgs, so I'm thinking that would do it but I'm not sure.
Benzos alone won't kill you.. Pharmacology moved away from barbiturates and shifted to benzos because of how safe they are.
 
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Marigoldflower1984

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So what prescription pill can I take to peacefully and painlessly go?
 
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gardenhouse

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I can assure overdose valium will not kill you, it will just make you sleep for a long time but you will get up alive.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Because Valium is a prescription drug for insomnia, and if you take 20 20 mgs of it, that's 400 mgs, so I'm thinking that would do it but I'm not sure.
I did not ask you what Valium was.
It's main use is NOT for the treatment of insomnia.
It's main use is for the treatment of anxiety.
I asked you why you think it would be lethal.
I'm just trying to understand the logic behind this, and trying to understand your thought process.
 
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Marigoldflower1984

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I just thought it was. I have illnesses which are painful and I want to go, because I'm tired of being in PAIN. That's the logic behind this. I've just been researching nitrogen gas tanks and read articles of two people who went this way painlessly and peacefully. But again, I'm not sure if it's painless or not.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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So what prescription pill can I take to peacefully and painlessly go?
None. The answer is none.

I've linked the explanation as to why below, which is pinned in the resource section of the site.

I just thought it was. I have illnesses which are painful and I want to go, because I'm tired of being in PAIN. That's the logic behind this. I've just been researching nitrogen gas tanks and read articles of two people who went this way painlessly and peacefully. But again, I'm not sure if it's painless or not.
I am sorry for your pain. I'm sorry for the pain of everyone on this site. But if we are to be released from our pain, it must be with methods, not with guesses or science experiments.
I have been told that method is painless, and it is my chosen method.
Sodium nitrite is my backup method (just in case).

I'll link the main megathread here…
 
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gardenhouse

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None. The answer is none.

I've linked the explanation as to why below, which is pinned in the resource section of the site.


I am sorry for your pain. I'm sorry for the pain of everyone on this site. But if we are to be released from our pain, it must be with methods, not with guesses or science experiments.
I have been told that method is painless, and it is my chosen method.
Sodium nitrite is my backup method (just in case).

I'll link the main megathread here…
What's your chosen method?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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How do you do it? what's the preparation?

It's explained in great detail in the exit bag & inert gas megathread, which I'll link below. It's also explained in The Peaceful Pill Handbook. I recommend reading both for anyone serious about this method.

 
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Marigoldflower1984

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None. The answer is none.

I've linked the explanation as to why below, which is pinned in the resource section of the site.


I am sorry for your pain. I'm sorry for the pain of everyone on this site. But if we are to be released from our pain, it must be with methods, not with guesses or science experiments.
I have been told that method is painless, and it is my chosen method.
Sodium nitrite is my backup method (just in case).

I'll link the main megathread here…


Thanks for your comment, yes I'm in a lot of pain, one day it's off and one day it's on and I've been through numerous treatments, some that have worked for a while but then stopped, to the point where now, none of them are working, and so I'm done with being in pain and am ready to go. I've gotten myself together spiritually (not religiously, I'm not a Christian, I'm a Spiritualist) but so I'm just ready to leave.

So I heard about nitrogen, I've read articles about three people going that route. They got a small nitrogen tank and a full scuba face mask, hooked the mask up to the tank and inhaled the nitrogen and...left. I was thinking about that all night, but I was thinking of taking sleeping pills before inhaling so I would be asleep and breathing the nitrogen in through the face mask, whereas I'm asleep but never wake up.
 

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