justafcknloser
Member
- Mar 1, 2026
- 33
every day is the same. nothing changes. i'm genuinely exhausted. i'm not even living anymore. i barley move. i just lay in bed all day. i can barley get up to shower and eat and pee. and it has been like this for months. i don't think i'm ever going to be a functioning human. i'm sick of this. it's genuinely like someone created this as hell and i am in it. i just want it to end. but unless i get out of this rut, somehow pull myself together, get a job, get some money, and get my hands on copious amounts of fentanyl because it seems like every other method is doomed then it won't end. so i'm in this loop. until i do that. so i can die. ah what a life. i live to die i guess.
