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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
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im currently in a 20 story hotel and i was just looking at the floor from the window. The ground looks so pretty and I saw some snow drop to the ground from high up. I could easily go up to the 20th floor rn and find a way to crawl out. my noise cancelling headphones might work as i fall so i can listen to some music.

I am so tempted but i also know i shouldn't right now but it looks so painless and i want to just go splat rn. my friend i usually talk to abt this isn't doing the best so i am not gonna tell them rn but oh gosh its so tempting
the snow would make it so pretty
 
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Goosechan

Goosechan

I'm so tired
Nov 1, 2024
84
The French call this l'appel du vide. I agree there's something alluring and poetic to be found in soft white snow seen from so high above. I hope your friend will be doing better soon and there will be space in your friendship to share these thoughts again.

Hypothetically what song would you listen to?
 
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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
155
The French call this l'appel du vide. I agree there's something alluring and poetic to be found in soft white snow seen from so high above. I hope your friend will be doing better soon and there will be space in your friendship to share these thoughts again.

Hypothetically what song would you listen to?
I called the trans hotline for abt 40 mins and i calmed down. I think i would listen to You Can't Hide by Baby Bugs
 
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Goosechan

Goosechan

I'm so tired
Nov 1, 2024
84
I called the trans hotline for abt 40 mins and i calmed down. I think i would listen to You Can't Hide by Baby Bugs
This is a great update, I'm glad the hotline was helpful and calming. If I have some brain space left tonight I'll give your song a spin.
 
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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
155
This is a great update, I'm glad the hotline was helpful and calming. If I have some brain space left tonight I'll give your song a spin.
thank you. I started listening to baby bugs as I was cutting and i love their music
 
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