Venting I’m supposed to inherit 4 million dollars when I turn 40. My life hasn’t been hard. BUT I want to die nun the less.

[somewhereintexas]

I have had chronic depression my entire life.
Iv had 2 loving parents, 3 brothers that are always doing something great and interesting with their lives, and everything Iv always needed. So why am I depressed?

Iv had a hunch that it's just the way I was born. I have gone to many therapists. Iv read so many books and watched all the YouTube videos and I can't find the answer.

I have even tried every drug illegal and prescription.

How is Suicide not the only answer that makes sense anymore.

 

[abruptum]

Unfortunately its doesnt seem to matter what is inherently given depression can get to us all.
I hope you find peace brother <3

 

[Conker]

I have had chronic depression my entire life.
Iv had 2 loving parents, 3 brothers that are always doing something great and interesting with their lives, and everything Iv always needed. So why am I depressed?

Iv had a hunch that it's just the way I was born. I have gone to many therapists. Iv read so many books and watched all the YouTube videos and I can't find the answer.

I have even tried every drug illegal and prescription.

How is Suicide not the only answer that makes sense anymore.

ye, i'm only breathing because I figure that we're all already dead now anyways. Not like the electronic grid has more than 1-2 decades left.

Haven't tried much drugs, although I can see myself being disappointed by all of them. Sometimes, the thought of a 3D event is actually way better than when you're actually there. The thought and the chase felt better.

Only one scenario can get me to stick around and remain a part of the universe. Since it probably won't happen, consider us forever departed.

I'm not gonna miss you and your vampirism. Fucking migraine that I'm getting rid of soon.

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[gtrfvr]

I have had chronic depression my entire life.
Iv had 2 loving parents, 3 brothers that are always doing something great and interesting with their lives, and everything Iv always needed. So why am I depressed?

Iv had a hunch that it's just the way I was born. I have gone to many therapists. Iv read so many books and watched all the YouTube videos and I can't find the answer.

I have even tried every drug illegal and prescription.

How is Suicide not the only answer that makes sense anymore.

I've pretty much been depressed since puberty

 

[Keto]

may I ask how old are you

 

[Death_the_kid]

You can give me the millions :) na just kidding Bro, depression and mental illness has no mercy and dnt distinguish social class or looks, thats the cruel reality :( sending you love and support im in a similar Situation.

 

[HadEnough1974]

I have had chronic depression my entire life.
Iv had 2 loving parents, 3 brothers that are always doing something great and interesting with their lives, and everything Iv always needed. So why am I depressed?

Iv had a hunch that it's just the way I was born. I have gone to many therapists. Iv read so many books and watched all the YouTube videos and I can't find the answer.

I have even tried every drug illegal and prescription.

How is Suicide not the only answer that makes sense anymore.

Hello @somewhereintexas . You asked "how is suicide not the only answer that makes sense anymore. There may be alternatives you haven't tried yet." Send me a pm.

 

[Greenberg]

You are more fortunate than most. With your upcoming inheritance, think about all the good you can do for the world. Perhaps, charity may bring you the happiness you so long have sought.

 

[WornOutLife]

Unfortunately its doesnt seem to matter what is inherently given depression can get to us all.
I hope you find peace brother <3

I totally agree!
Some months ago, even if I had become one of the top 100 richest men on earth, I would've ctb anyway lol.