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Why cant i be ok? I feel like im just one of those people who were not meant to live. Im meant to die. So why cant i just die??? Im so tired of asking myself why its like this. I know how hard ot is to kms. So ig im just stuck like this now. I have no one to tell how my day went or how my exams went or to rant to. I want to be able to just call up my friends and say hey lets hangout or lets meet up . Why am i so hard to love? What is it about me that makes people stay away? Why cant anyone love me?
Why do people say they love you but dont show it . If you saw my friends you wouldn't even think we're friends just fucking stop acting and if you dont like me just say it . Stop playing games. Dont say im so funny im so cool stop fucking lying i dont wanna be near anyone i hate everyone and everything why am i so hard to be with why cant i be loved the same way whats wrong with me what have i done wrong i really dont think im asking for much if u dont like me at least tell me whats so bad about being with me i really dont think im that bad
 
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