Venting are any of us real people

[sleepydeaths]

i feel like im surrounded by people who dont understand me and dont know how to connect with me on a deeper level. i feel like in every single group im in im the odd one out because i dont feel truly accepted or seen. it feels harder to talk to people nowadays. more frustrating. not their fault but it feels that way. feels impossible to be seen and understood and cared about past what i can provide.

i feel misinterpreted a lot of the time and i feel like im seen only on a surface level, and people are fine with that. but idk how to fix that or go about making that better. people feel impossible to understand or approach, i dont get them and i feel very disconnected with reality and what reality is. people dont feel real. i feel homesick for somewhere ive never been like being Here in this universe is wrong and i shouldve been somrwhere Else. like something happened and i was dropped into the wrong place entirely. im confused and lost.

people feel impossible to understand. they dont feel real. i dont feel real. nothing feels real reality feels like a lie. everything is confusing. i dont feel any better despite doing the things im supposed to do with the resources i have. i feel like i suouldve been somewhere else. idk.

 

[Lost in a Nightmare]

I've found that here on Sasu connecting with others is far easier for me than it has ever been anywhere else. When I'm here, people UNDERSTAND how I'm feeling, but everywhere else, people just don't get it and they probably don't want to understand. If you want to be seen and understood then this thread is your chance.

I get what you mean about people not feeling real and feeling homesick for some place you've never been. I feel that way all the time, as I am completely disgusted by the Earth and the entire universe it exists in. This reality is like something out of the most terrifying horror movie or novel that has ever been written and I genuinely wish I didn't have to be in it, but at least on Sasu I feel like I belong.

While I can't speak for others, I can say that I am definitely real, although I don't know how I could ever prove it to you since we're just strangers on an internet forum. As a fellow prisoner on the hellhole we call Earth, I wish you only the best.

 

[pepperfarmer]

Deep relationships are vulnerable, and that's why most people aren't open to building them. They're difficult to build and maintain, and though they can be incredibly rewarding, they can be very risky. It only takes one less-than-moral person for a vulnerable moment to be abused, or a secret of yours to leak out, and that sticks with people. That's why you'll find it is hard to find someone willing to connect with you like that; it doesn't necessarily have to be that they don't like you, but rather that they do not trust you. Most people with these kinds of relationships generally either build them through a friend they've known since forever, or reserve that sort of connection for romance, and won't be interested in intentionally building more.

Something you'll need to accept to find yourself in places where you're wanted is to accept that you do not have control over other people. There is no secret Social Skill™ or cheat code that will make people like you or do what you want. The only thing you can do is search for people that will actually be interested in you as a person. People are real. Their motivations or behavior might seem esoteric to you, but others probably feel the same way about you. The only thing you can do is search for the places where you are wanted, rather than trying to convince people to want you.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

 

[19-21-8-5-14-25]

I believe that some of us aren't humans. Perhaps we are a sub-species. Many here (humans) will laugh at me and find me weird for thinking like this, but I seem more and more convinced that I am either subhuman or an alien. I don't mean it in the grandiose or superior type of way, I just think the wiring of the brain of humans is significantly different than that of some others. You all can laugh at me and think I am ridiculous or crazy, yet here I am.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

i feel like im surrounded by people who dont understand me and dont know how to connect with me on a deeper level. i feel like in every single group im in im the odd one out because i dont feel truly accepted or seen. it feels harder to talk to people nowadays. more frustrating. not their fault but it feels that way. feels impossible to be seen and understood and cared about past what i can provide.

i feel misinterpreted a lot of the time and i feel like im seen only on a surface level, and people are fine with that. but idk how to fix that or go about making that better. people feel impossible to understand or approach, i dont get them and i feel very disconnected with reality and what reality is. people dont feel real. i feel homesick for somewhere ive never been like being Here in this universe is wrong and i shouldve been somrwhere Else. like something happened and i was dropped into the wrong place entirely. im confused and lost.

people feel impossible to understand. they dont feel real. i dont feel real. nothing feels real reality feels like a lie. everything is confusing. i dont feel any better despite doing the things im supposed to do with the resources i have. i feel like i suouldve been somewhere else. idk.

I don't feel myself is real most of the times lol. Just feel like a walking corpse, or a disembodied thing. I also give up hoping others understand or see me.

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

i feel like im surrounded by people who dont understand me and dont know how to connect with me on a deeper level. i feel like in every single group im in im the odd one out because i dont feel truly accepted or seen. it feels harder to talk to people nowadays. more frustrating. not their fault but it feels that way. feels impossible to be seen and understood and cared about past what i can provide.

i feel misinterpreted a lot of the time and i feel like im seen only on a surface level, and people are fine with that. but idk how to fix that or go about making that better. people feel impossible to understand or approach, i dont get them and i feel very disconnected with reality and what reality is. people dont feel real. i feel homesick for somewhere ive never been like being Here in this universe is wrong and i shouldve been somrwhere Else. like something happened and i was dropped into the wrong place entirely. im confused and lost.

people feel impossible to understand. they dont feel real. i dont feel real. nothing feels real reality feels like a lie. everything is confusing. i dont feel any better despite doing the things im supposed to do with the resources i have. i feel like i suouldve been somewhere else. idk.

Partially I share the sentiment. At least at times it feels like this. Other times I felt connected with some people and they all felt like their 'real' selves while I also could be my real self. But maybe that was before I was gone as far as I am now. I feel like I had less and less of those encounters over the past few years. Being alone too much probably makes one just a weird person to be around and they are probably as weirded out as I am. idk.

I believe that some of us aren't humans. Perhaps we are a sub-species. Many here (humans) will laugh at me and find me weird for thinking like this, but I seem more and more convinced that I am either subhuman or an alien. I don't mean it in the grandiose or superior type of way, I just think the wiring of the brain of humans is significantly different than that of some others. You all can laugh at me and think I am ridiculous or crazy, yet here I am.

Maybe being human is just such a large spectrum that even though we are technically all the same species biologically it doesn't always feel like it.

 

[CookedRamen]

I deeply relate to this. I have severe Disassociation and rarely feel real or like anything else is real.

I sometimes imagine it as being a side character. Maybe I was just some random person that the main character met one day but then decided they didn't want to be friends, so I've been cast aside. Forgotten.

 

[cantthinkofusername]

nothing is really real. then again, this is all there is