i’m so tired

[abruptum]

waking up every day to fight the same losing battle in hopes to keep all of my sadness to myself rather than letting it flow onto everyone else
it's so tiring and it's getting to be too much
idk how much more i can give and i'm trying so hard which makes failing way harder to deal with
life feels so completely isolated
-a<3

 

[Chiisai]

waking up every day to fight the same losing battle in hopes to keep all of my sadness to myself rather than letting it flow onto everyone else
it's so tiring and it's getting to be too much
idk how much more i can give and i'm trying so hard which makes failing way harder to deal with
life feels so completely isolated
-a<3

I feel you. Trying to be strong every waking moment is difficult. Its eating away my strength. Its already an effort staying alive yet it also needs effort to CTB. Feels unfair and I wish I wont need to make an effort to CTB. A simple sleep that you wont wake up from is a dream.

 

[Shadowplay]

Yeah tiredness. :-(

 

[Huntfish34]

Right there with ya,. Just sick and tired of being Fckn sick and tired.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm very tired too. All I want is to fall asleep and never wake again. I am sick of life, every day is just the same misery and there is no reason to continue. I understand it is hard to carry on when you have reached your limit. Life is so depressing.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Out here I can barely see my breath
Surrounded by jealousy and death
I can't be reached, only had one call
Dragged underneath, separate from you all

this time I've lost my own return
In spite of everything I've learned
I hid my tracks, spit out all my air
Slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares

I'm so tired sheep are counting me
No more struggle, no more energy
No more patient and you can write that down
It's all too crazy and I'm not sticking round

 

[abruptum]

I feel you. Trying to be strong every waking moment is difficult. Its eating away my strength. Its already an effort staying alive yet it also needs effort to CTB. Feels unfair and I wish I wont need to make an effort to CTB. A simple sleep that you wont wake up from is a dream.

it's weird how people i've known my whole life can never begin to compare in thought but a complete stranger can paint the picture from right inside my head