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snooker1

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Apr 8, 2025
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I wrote out a big essay about my life and then deleted it because the top and bottom of the story is that I'm just so sad and lonely and I just want my suffering to end. I know I'm not alone in saying that I wish there was an easy, peaceful, pain-free escape :(
 
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beeptad

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Apr 2, 2025
47
Same, been sad and alone my entire existence. Screw life.
 
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Silently Dying

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Jan 27, 2025
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I understand how you feel. I am alone also. there is no hope in my life. I'm so sorry you feel this way.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it's just so cruel to me how there isn't the option of a death like falling asleep permanently as I just wish for non-existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.
 
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abouttogo

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Apr 18, 2025
3
I just had to click on your post cos of the username. A cue sport enthusiast here, failing to pull the trigger. Ha, pun intended!
But I hear you and hope that wherever you are today, it's a better place than what was yesterday. Hugs 🫂
 
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snooker1

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Apr 8, 2025
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I'm thinking about getting myself sectioned.. but I will probably lose my job and then have no income when I come out.
 

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