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Zristal

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Feb 12, 2026
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It's just so hard for me to do it. I don't know any easy methods. I'm so lonely. I'm so lonely. I just want to do it. Kick the chair right now and die. But i'm too afraid to do it. I just want to kick the chair while i'm under the rope.
 
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copioushopelessness

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I'm sorry you're lonely. I'm very lonely too.
 
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I just want to rest as well, all I want is peace from this torturous existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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