I'm so happy! SN arrived

[gnomeboy17]

My SN just arrived. I really didn't think it would because I live in the UK. This is the first time I've felt genuine happiness since I was a young child. Although I don't have a date set, having SN allows me the choice, which helps me cope day to day knowing that I could end it at any time. I feel so calm right now.

 

[existtosuffer]

Were the postage costs really high for you? I couldn't manage to find any so ended up ordering N.

 

[gnomeboy17]

Were the postage costs really high for you? I couldn't manage to find any so ended up ordering N.

It Was like £15 in total

 

[Starryeyes]

It Was like £15 in total

Can you please help me out with the source? I also live in the U.K.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think I would feel the same if I had SN. I think it can be a relief having an way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[devin44]

My SN just arrived. I really didn't think it would because I live in the UK. This is the first time I've felt genuine happiness since I was a young child. Although I don't have a date set, having SN allows me the choice, which helps me cope day to day knowing that I could end it at any time. I feel so calm right now.

What's your current situation, if you don't mind me asking? Have you tried therapy?

 

[Deleted member 10090]

mine arrives today as well

 

[gnomeboy17]

What's your current situation, if you don't mind me asking? Have you tried therapy?

I've tried therapy a lot last year, I'm currently working on sertraline which has improved my anxiety significantly, I've just started uni which I'm enjoying and have made a lot of friends. I also have the most amazing boyfriend but I still want to die. I know it sounds silly when a lot of people have more significant problems. Although I am transgender (ftm) which obviously isn't an ideal situation

 

[honig]

mine just arrived as well :) it feels good to know that there's always this backup plan available at any moment

how do you plan to spend your last day once you've set date of exit?

 

[Lost Magic]

I felt like you did as well when I got mine. Sadly (for me) the novelty of having it as comfort has worn off. I now just question myself as to why I haven't taken it already. Maybe I should just set a date.

 

[Death is your gift]

I received mine today.

Well, at least I received a product labelled as SN, but I need to test it to be sure that "this is it". I guess I will find the way to test it searching on SS. I did not open it for now, I am not sure on how to keep the product from the oxygen alteration. If it opened and close within minutes, will it be affected ? I guess the answer can be found here too :)

Then, if the product is good, what next still needs to be planned... But, yes, having ordered it and received it felt like a relieve. I cannot say for sure that I will use it, but it helps with the daily struggles to know that you have a way out.

Still need to define the detailed regimen though.

 

[Kinarmi]

My SN just arrived. I really didn't think it would because I live in the UK. This is the first time I've felt genuine happiness since I was a young child. Although I don't have a date set, having SN allows me the choice, which helps me cope day to day knowing that I could end it at any time. I feel so calm right now.

Hi i'm also in the uk but i'm struggling to find a source, would you mind emailing me where to order some please, i'll be forever grateful and i would say pm but my account isn't allowed to do that yet sadly.