Um it's taken a minute for me to really decide on why I wanted to take my own life but I've come to terms with everything's and I decided that today was going to be my last day yesterday and I think I found a way and I did alittle research and hopefully it works and I can feel something other than sadness I posted a small note on my snap privates dedicated to people who I really care about but by the time they read i will be gone I haven't made that many post on here since I only found it a couple of months ago but after reading everyone's stories and how there are other people that feel the way I feel and it felt comforting that my decision wasn't a mistake I always thought I wouldn't make it to 22 and I was right but this isn't sadness it's more like relief I use to say I suck at this human stuff and was never good at it and I found my solution thank y'all for being there for me and I hope everyone has a good day and or night
-Mari
-Mari
