I’m ready to go

[flutebloom]

I'm getting a job so that I can buy rope. I have chronic fatigue and a whole bunch of other conditions that makes working a job very difficult. But I need money to CTB…

I wish my parents would just buy me the rope I need. Or give me money so I can order SN. They know I'm suicidal so they don't give me any money… I don't have a life anymore. I'm forced to be alive in this condition and that's so cruel.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

I dont really know what to say that will help you man.....it sucks that you're having to find a random job just so you can buy a rope.
I dont know the rules on posts as I've only just joined but is there not an easier method.....shoelace....two knots....?

 

[glitterycheese]

I dont really know what to say that will help you man.....it sucks that you're having to find a random job just so you can buy a rope.
I dont know the rules on posts as I've only just joined but is there not an easier method.....shoelace....two knots....?

what's the shoelace method

 

[XXXTENTACION]

I dont really know how to do links to other posts etc but if you look into hanging methods etc then there are very formative posts

 

[flutebloom]

I dont really know what to say that will help you man.....it sucks that you're having to find a random job just so you can buy a rope.
I dont know the rules on posts as I've only just joined but is there not an easier method.....shoelace....two knots....?

thanks for replying. I don't think a shoelace is enough to support weight. Idk what you mean by two knots. Is that a method?

 

[XXXTENTACION]

I dont want to misquote or give you the wrong information with such a subject but im sure if you spend a few minutes looking on here you can find the OP about hanging and the different methods

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it so torturous to exist, I also just wish to be gone and it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing yet the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards the personal choice to never suffer again, I hope that you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.