As some of you know from my past post I'm autistic, I have tried hard to make it in the real world, but I'm still with my parents. Parts of me doesn't mind living with my parents as much as it normally does. But the problem I'm having now is I'm still trying to find ways to get into a better situation and the system is pretty much making it impossible.
This year I tried crypto. I actually did make some money at it, but the problem is how I went about it. When I got into it I eventually heard about bots and figure I should try them out. I spent $600 on a year membership. It ended up making 25k transactions. Now this part is good and all, but it turns out unlike the stock market you have to keep track of each transaction and report it. So I looked into crypto trackers for this and the cheapest I found for the amount of transactions I done was $450. This eat most of my profits and after I started taking a look at what I will owe in taxes I found out I have to report things FIFO or LIFO. But because how much I the crypto trackers work it is a global thing. The problem with LIFO is when I buy something I need to wait 12 months before I can sell it so I'm not federally taxed but my taxes this year is about $600. With FIFO I don't have to worry about this but my taxes are about $2k this year. I don't have $2k to give.
I think my parents are open to helping me, but they are already pressuring me to put in for jobs even if I already am, and they are threatening me once in a while because I don't have a job. At this point I'm about to the point of thinking it is just worth ending it right now. Like this path I can see that can take off. But something has to get in the way.
And you know what is sad? I've been trading in the normal stock market since I was about 18. I never had much, so every cent matter. Because of the skills I developed some of the trading groups I been with to bounce patters off of, I have rewards. In fact one of the crypto coins that seen my TA, how I have a 97% accurate rate with a 30% ROI average. Because they knew I held their crypto since I interact with them on and off. They today had an internal vote to add me as a recognized holder because it gives them more legitimacy due to how accurate my TA tends to be and the fact I'm holding them.
So I know I'm good at it. But because this damn disability it seems like no one wants to hire me. And after dealing with a life of shit, idk if I can take a normal job any more anyways.
What makes it worse is above all else is with this trying. Where normally I save enough to buy a gun or something to off myself. I don't have that now. So I don't have my safety net
I'm just tired of trying. I wish I had cancer or enough money to live the rest of my life on so I can enjoy it with my parents
This year I tried crypto. I actually did make some money at it, but the problem is how I went about it. When I got into it I eventually heard about bots and figure I should try them out. I spent $600 on a year membership. It ended up making 25k transactions. Now this part is good and all, but it turns out unlike the stock market you have to keep track of each transaction and report it. So I looked into crypto trackers for this and the cheapest I found for the amount of transactions I done was $450. This eat most of my profits and after I started taking a look at what I will owe in taxes I found out I have to report things FIFO or LIFO. But because how much I the crypto trackers work it is a global thing. The problem with LIFO is when I buy something I need to wait 12 months before I can sell it so I'm not federally taxed but my taxes this year is about $600. With FIFO I don't have to worry about this but my taxes are about $2k this year. I don't have $2k to give.
I think my parents are open to helping me, but they are already pressuring me to put in for jobs even if I already am, and they are threatening me once in a while because I don't have a job. At this point I'm about to the point of thinking it is just worth ending it right now. Like this path I can see that can take off. But something has to get in the way.
And you know what is sad? I've been trading in the normal stock market since I was about 18. I never had much, so every cent matter. Because of the skills I developed some of the trading groups I been with to bounce patters off of, I have rewards. In fact one of the crypto coins that seen my TA, how I have a 97% accurate rate with a 30% ROI average. Because they knew I held their crypto since I interact with them on and off. They today had an internal vote to add me as a recognized holder because it gives them more legitimacy due to how accurate my TA tends to be and the fact I'm holding them.
So I know I'm good at it. But because this damn disability it seems like no one wants to hire me. And after dealing with a life of shit, idk if I can take a normal job any more anyways.
What makes it worse is above all else is with this trying. Where normally I save enough to buy a gun or something to off myself. I don't have that now. So I don't have my safety net
I'm just tired of trying. I wish I had cancer or enough money to live the rest of my life on so I can enjoy it with my parents
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