Discussion I'm literally just staying to be miserable

[fkyou]

I'm literally just staying to be miserable.. there's no point from being in this life anymore..I think I should stop clinging to crumbs..

 

[itsgone2]

Same. Not sure wtf I'm doing.

 

[fkyou]

Same. Not sure wtf I'm doing.

I should've spared myself from this misery the moment it started

 

[sonnyw]

My birthday is approaching soon. Every time I look back on my life at this time of the year I realize my life just keeps getting worse. I wish I had ended things earlier because I'm existing for no reason at all

 

[fkyou]

But each day I pass here is because I'm not serious I could be out tomorrow

 

[FreeHer77]

I understand. I'm honestly tired of being miserable and want things to end.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

It's unbearable. My whole day is just coping with the pain. I have this thought in the back of my mind that maybe if I stop making myself anxious with caffeine and nicotine, maybe if I get away from my job I can somehow take my working body and start a life. But I'd have to stick around for months to start trying. And I'd need my dad's $ to support me. I don't think it's worth it for someone approaching 40. I want to hang myself in the next few days. I can't even shop for food, clean my apartment, anything

 

[Timelapse]

Just like that, tomorrow's one day that I'm never getting back.

Been wasting my life away. Every day just blends together. I wake. I wait. I sleep.