Venting I'm just lonely.

[tomyumgoong]

It kills me. Or I wish it would. lol

 

[alivefornow]

It kills me. Or I wish it would. lol

I feel a pain that hurts in the heart and sometimes I wish it killed me somehow. But doctors said my heart is healthy. Maybe not so much anymore because I am growing older, smoking cigarettes sometimes. But my pain is totally my brain torturing me because it's lashing out. It's emotional hell transformed into a physical sensation of constant pain.

 

[mint]

Yeah. Same. The kind of sickness that can't be fixed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that must be painful what you go through, I'm sorry you suffer in this existence. But anyway best wishes.