Venting I'm in so much pain

[Dizzylady80]

It's so bad. My pain. Tonight hS been the worst in almost s year. I can barely fucking type this. I've never experienced anything close to the pain drom my phn, and I've been thru a alot. Like I've been stabbed and burned and tsxed and nine of it I'd like this . I can't let it be this bad all the time again. Not like it used to. I see the future and it is horrific beyond words. I used to bee in too much pain to off myself, has to save up what little I could for n. Not again. I gotta nip this in the sbud . When I van think straight I've gotta work on a plan. I don't want this

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so unbearable what you are going through, I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. It really is so horrible how our bodies are capable of torturing us with health problems. I hope you find relief from your pain, I wish you the best.