Every day is bad but today the depression just seems to be extra awful. I swear...if I only had the materials needed, today would be the day.
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CoalmineCanary
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- Jul 15, 2020
- 477
I'm sorry today is nearly unbearable for you. I'm waiting on materials and a plan but in the meantime just trying to take it day by day... hour by hour.
Remember you are not alone here and are surrounded by those who share your feelings and care. I guess what I'm trying to say is at least we are here together and i hope that can bring some comfort if any.
Cherrypea
I remember when all this will be again
- May 3, 2020
- 419
Think of the peace soon to come. A good idolisation fantasy usually calms me down.
You have. Thank you for reaching out to a stranger over the internet.
Thanks for the advice. I think I will. :)I feel u @ITryHard ... I have these type of days very often ... The only thing that helps is suicidal ideation and this site. Hope I could help u in any possible way ...
It does help. Thanks for reaching out :-)
Rocket1Rocket1
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- Jun 1, 2020
- 62
Hey I'm sorry you are having a rough day. You can always hit me up if you want to talk or vent!
Thank you. This site is so supportive, it's amazing!Hey I'm sorry you are having a rough day. You can always hit me up if you want to talk or vent!
I've been feeling very low the past few weeks. I've been absent of energy to do just basic things. Even if I'm pretty set on ctb, I find that keeping my feelings bottled up not good. I'm here for you if you want someone to listen or vent to.
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- May 9, 2020
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Hugs for you bro, hang in there. The pain will pass and you'll get a break even if you still aren't happy overall.
Just remember, you're not alone in this.
Sometimes I feel crippled by depression and despair.
But try to remember that you are in ultimate control of your life.
You are not just a puppet which is manipulated by emotions and circumstances.
Keep going in the present, and don't be overwhelmed by the past or the future.
Sometimes easier said than done but wise words nonetheless. Thank you.
Thank you. The pain did pass a little bit and tomorrow is always another day.
Yes, I know how hard it can be.
Things can change though
Dreamless Sleep
The eternal night before chaos...
- Feb 1, 2020
- 190
I'm sorry you're having a bad day. I dont know any magical words to help, sorry. Just know there are others here going through the same thing and we support you.
I'm having a horrible day also. Bad physical pain and emotional too... cant stop crying and just wishing I could overcome the obstacles keeping me here.
Our time of relief will come.
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