Im having major panic attacks

[Cunanan77]

I have agoraphobia, when I'm outside I feel extremely paranoid and on the verge of crying at all time
I'm a pariah in my small town because I have schizophrenia and a history of troubled behavior.
I feel suicidal and homicidal all at one's, i hate the world, I want everything to burn to the ground till there's nothing left.

 

[flightless bird]

I'm so sorry. If you haven't already, try alprazolam together with quetiapine, and some propranolol will also help with the attacks.

 

[Cunanan77]

I'm so sorry. If you haven't already, try alprazolam together with quetiapine, and some proplanolol will also help with the attacks.

I tried calling my psychiatrist and she's on vacation, doctors office closed on Sunday.
Besides my doctor can't prescribe medication without her consent, I take Zyprexa and stopped Cymbalta a week ago.
I want to switch to lexapro, switch Zyprexa as well since it's no longer stopping paranoia, might try quetiapine or abilify.
I've gone down the patch of benzodiapines and they only make things worse long term, they don't work after 2 weeks or you build up tolerance

 

[Lost Magic]

Cunanan try Kratom tea. Red Borneo is a good strain. It definitely helps take the edge off a little. I drink 3 cups per day (2 teaspoons per cup). You can add sugar or sweetener to minimise the bitter taste.

 

[Cunanan77]

Cunanan try Kratom tea. Red Borneo is a good strain. It definitely helps take the edge off a little. I drink 3 cups per day (2 teaspoons per cup). You can add sugar or sweetener to minimise the bitter taste.

I have some actually, when I was still on Cymbalta it didn't do anything even in large amounts.
I have some rc stuff besides benzos, I just need to get some actual medication that works again.

 

[Lost Magic]

I have some actually, when I was still on Cymbalta it didn't do anything even in large amounts.
I have some rc stuff besides benzos, I just need to get some actual medication that works again.

Well definitely get some propranolol as was mentioned in the thread. It will at least bring your heart rate down and reduce the panic feelings.

 

[Cunanan77]

i have insomnia as well, but it don't want to pile up all the pills i already take lol, maybe some magnesium or natural herbs would help
As for benzos i wish the drug didn't have all the negatives because it erases fear, panic, paranoia and does it's job well, it's really a sporadic med not for long-term use, too bad tolerance builds up quick, you need to quit and you get worse anxiety than before, plus benzos are devastating to the brain.