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SmigSauer

SmigSauer

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Feb 18, 2026
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I have nothing to hang my hat on. I'm mediocre with everything I try my hand at. Intelligence is practically the only thing I was ever praised for, and I'm not that smart, nor have I ever used my intelligence for anything productive. I am a loser through and through. I've never had a positive view of myself and I can't see how that will ever change. I can't tolerate this existence anymore because every day is a humbling reminder that I am an inept retard.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
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and so what is your goal here?.. and i'm not saying you aren't intelligent, but look how many people in life are successful and they are what i would consider incompetent idiots.. your happiness in life isn't really necessarily linked with how intelligent you are.. it's just your mood and attitude towards life and how much self-confidence and love you have for your self..

it's just kind of mentally healthy to have confidence in your self and think highly of your self.. and i know it is probably hard to change your self like that if you are starting from a place of low confidence in your self, and it doesn't happen over night of course..

changing the attitude you have towards life and your self is possible but not always easy.. i'd probably start with telling your self things like "i'm totally awesome" and like "yeah i'm kind of the best ever in the entire world" in just a joking manner at first; you don't have to believe it at first and you can even be sarcastic about it...... but when you keep thinking and saying those types of things after a while you sort of begin to start believing it a little bit and it can start to effect some tangible change a little bit..

and as far as what any one else thinks of you, who cares what is going on in their little brains; it really only matters what you think of your self..

i'll leave you with this kind of famous quote here:
Watch your thoughts, for they become words;
watch your words, for they become actions;
watch your actions, for they become habits;
watch your habits, for they become character;
watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

one more tiny quote: "One day or day one. You decide."
 
glowing.purple.aura

glowing.purple.aura

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Sep 15, 2025
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I feel the exact same way. People view me as smart just because I keep to myself and get good grades but I'm actually not smart at all. My grades only reflect that I put all my energy into school. I don't know anything of actual importance and I constantly feel like the dumbest person in the room. I can't even function on my own. I need help with everything I do because life is just way too overwhelming for me.
 
ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
I have nothing to hang my hat on. I'm mediocre with everything I try my hand at. Intelligence is practically the only thing I was ever praised for, and I'm not that smart, nor have I ever used my intelligence for anything productive. I am a loser through and through. I've never had a positive view of myself and I can't see how that will ever change. I can't tolerate this existence anymore because every day is a humbling reminder that I am an inept retard.
If you are all this, i don't mind what i am are then, the cosmic nothingness..
 

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