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Acidic_Fries

Acidic_Fries

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Apr 5, 2026
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I hate the cacophony of the gym so I decided to try swimming.

Problem is that swimming is boring.

So I will attempt to buy water proof earphones for swimming and will check whether that will help me go to the swimming pool more times.

If the earphones and the swimming won't help improve my depression then I will research how to ctb.

I wish there were gyms that are autism friendly. Unfortunately I live in a small town so we don't have a huge variety.

I hate walking in the park because where I live it's not Illegal for kids to ride their fast and scary electric bikes on the pavements and the side walks.

It's stressful to try and check each corner before entering as a human that wants to walk in the town and/or local parks when I'm listening to my earphones.

I tried walking without listening to earphones but it's boring.

I think China is in the right for outlawing electric bikes. I hope other countries will follow suit or perhaps at least enforce a law that outlaws their use on sidewalks and pavements.
 
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laydownandrot

laydownandrot

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Jan 18, 2026
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Why don't you workout from home
 
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Acidic_Fries

Acidic_Fries

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Apr 5, 2026
68
Why don't you workout from home
My father said mean things to me when I tried that.

I'm too much of a pussy to handle jokes and mean stuff from my father.
 
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Acidic_Fries

Acidic_Fries

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Apr 5, 2026
68
Nevermind, I decided to first get used to taking a walk around town a few times a week. As it's an easier goal for me to achieve first.

I found out about storytel's cheap first month subscription and decided to listen to an audiobook whilst walking around town.

Surprisingly I was not super afraid of electric bikes anymore.

I would still have moments of fear when entering forks of pavements. But it's something I will just try to get used to.

I highly recommend Noah Hurowitz's book on El Chapo. So far it's entertaining.
 
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Grasp of darkness

Grasp of darkness

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Jun 27, 2026
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There's earphones that are just outside of your ear that work great while swimming. It's nicer that way to have your ears clear, but the audio is still good. People around you also don't hear it.
 

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