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HereUntilApril

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Jan 26, 2025
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Even though I want to be gone, the only reason why I'm deciding on delaying my CTB date is because I feel like I haven't had much time to process everything yet. With my original SN order being stuck in transit, I haven't really been able to fully think about anything other than the SN. I'm glad that I have my SN now but I need to figure out the rest of my plan to this. Because of this, I'm going to be delaying my date to May. I just hope that nothing else gets in the way of this.
 
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Ferreter

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Apr 5, 2025
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Sending you love, I don't know you and I am myself scared, but I love you, as one human to another, and I am sorry to all those I've hurt, deeply sorry
 
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RinneOfAragon

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Jan 2, 2025
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Even though I want to be gone, the only reason why I'm deciding on delaying my CTB date is because I feel like I haven't had much time to process everything yet. With my original SN order being stuck in transit, I haven't really been able to fully think about anything other than the SN. I'm glad that I have my SN now but I need to figure out the rest of my plan. Because of this, I'm going to be delaying my date to May. I just hope that nothing else gets in the way of this.
April was my original date when I first joined. This has now been pushed way back. Sending you loads of love 💞💓💗💕
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in plans.
 
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HereUntilApril

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Jan 26, 2025
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Thank you all for the responses. This is why I enjoy being on this forum.
 
TAW122

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Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I wish you peace whenever your time comes, and yes, I agree with you when making such a big decision, it is best to be 100% ready and with no hesitation or doubts.
 
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queenofengland

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Apr 6, 2025
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Good luck!
Did you get the sn from dmc?
 
MathConspiracy

MathConspiracy

Trapped in a (prison) cell of organic molecules
Mar 25, 2025
245
I'm wishing you strength no matter what you choose. I'm personally doing the same as I need to hold on for a few more weeks, I'm traveling to another country and the trip was expensive.
 

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