This is a curse I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Autism ruined my life. I have no friends, and my family doesn't understand. They haven't even bother to get me a proper diagnosis but I know I'm autistic and have been my entire life. I think my mother might be on the spectrum as well. I had a good life and friends in the past but over time they always became increasingly annoyed with me because of all the dumb shit I did/said and generally being awkward and embarrassing. They all thought I was retarded (and they weren't wrong). I realized I was autistic and not just dumb or socially awkward two years ago and tried to kill myself then. After I got out of the hospital some of my "friends" started being nicer to me because they felt sorry for me. I'm 24 and ready to die. There is no cure for what I have.
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Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
I know some people with autism and I'm aware how tough it is. Would it be possible for you to make new friends or do you feel that it's impossible?
Ruinedlifex
Member
- Jan 12, 2021
- 17
Hey, I'm 27 and I also have severe autism. My autism has ruined my life in so many ways. I have no relationships because of it.
If you would like to talk with someone who truly understands your burdens, I will understand. I am here if you need someone to talk to.
ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 366
I don't have Autism but I know 2 friends who have it. We have a wonderful friendship and I'm pretty understanding. I'm offering my ear to you as you see fit. If you have a need and I can listen - I'll be there <3I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through.
Some dumb ass autism activists are trying to prevent organisations from finding a cure WTF
One of my therapists thought I was autistic but didn't know for sure.
I really hope I'm not as I don't want an incurable condition and I already have multiple mental and physical health issues so I don't want more.
I have put myself forward for an assessment to find out if I am or not, I've been waiting two years and still not heard anything. I'm still on the waiting list which is bullshit
I really hope I don't have it
saltshaker
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- Jan 29, 2021
- 400
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