Im going to die from loneliness

[Leonard_Bangley39]

I can't take it anymore. It feels like I'm literally going to die from chronic loneliness and touch starvation. It feels like it's ripping away at my insides. i cant take it. Every single day i goon like crazy to cope just because it's the one thing that eases my loneliness, but even then, half the time it just makes me feel even worse because gooning makes me feel like I'm worthless and don't deserve love because I'm a degenerate pervert. i cant stop. im a worthless degenerate person and i have a worthless degenerate mind. i crave affection. i want to hold a woman in my arms. I want to feel her run her fingers through my hair while we cuddle. i want to fall asleep in someone's arms. but i don't deserve anything. i deserve nothing. no matter what everyone says to me, no matter what, i know deep down that i truly deserve nothing. im not a person worth loving. im ugly, antisocial, awkward, never had a relationship, have no idea how to have a relationship, no idea how to maintain a relationship, no idea how to keep a relationship, I'm a bad person and i deserve nothing. nobody wants me, i just need to accept it already

 

[Aknu132]

I too gonna die from loneliness, i'm so sorry that you have been through so much loneliness, i understand how it is, as i am too a lonely ugly, financially poor man. I am addicted to gooning too, i feel so bad that i am but i can't stop and it makes me so sad. it's better to die than to live in constant loneliness. Maybe in afterlife we can finally have someone to love and to be loved, hope you can find someone to love you in this life @Leonard_Bangley39.

 

[battybites]

I'm in a similar boat. I've never had anyone be interested in me romantically and I've pushed away almost everyone around me due to my unstable emotions. No one wants to be around an emotionally draining crazy woman