im going to attempt again soon

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i can feel the desire to attempt growing and i think i will go back to the first method i wanted to do, slitting my wrists. ive heard so many times that this method is not reccommended but i feel like it is the right one for me. my sh has been rapidly getting worse and i believe i will be able to go through with it. i plan to cut the artery in my elbow. if anyone has any other tips let me know.

i have just one question; should i do it inside or outside? i dont want to do it in the bathtub because my family will find me and i just dont want that for them. i could easily go into a forest and do it there.