Venting I'm going crazy

[Red87]

I just want to go I can't take it anymore I'm tired of waiting but I have to till I get some money to buy the sn but I feel like I'm about to just loose it I just want to ctb my anxiety is so bad right now I'm having heart palpitations and my Dr wants me to see a heart Dr and he told me my insulin is high he put me on some meds for the insulin and told me I have pre diabetes it sucks

 

[Heavy]

I feel you. I feel exactly the same. Crazier by the minute.

It's exhausting and really painful.

 

[Red87]

Yeah and it's only getting worse

 

[Heavy]

Yeah and it's only getting worse

I think we humans need a good job with meaning or else we go mad.

 

[Red87]

Hell I wish I could work but I have social anxiety and have a messed up back had a two level back fusion and it's failed now I have restless leg syndrome in my arms and legs can't sleep because of my back hurt so much and a doctor told me that they didn't do it correctly which now I can't get it attorney to even listen to me because it's been too longthe whole point of me having the back surgery was for me to go back to work or try to go to a job I can't even do that now cuz it hurts to stand too long