I'm forever alone

[insomnia2727]

I started talking to this cute, successful guy. He reached out to me and set up dates for the first 2 days then stopped messaging first. After not showing up to a date and then staying on his phone when we finally did meet up again, I stopped initiating contact. He never reached out and I sent the last message when I got to his place "I'm here".

They always leave, no one ever stays. Can I blame them? No. My own mother didn't want me and my father didn't protect me from her. He wanted to protect his image more than his child.

No one will ever want me for me.

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

I feel it, mate. It's hard. It's fuckin' hard to find a good person, I've had a similar experience. I still hold out hope I'll find someone, but I'm beginning to just give up. I hope you're able to find someone, mate. Love and peace

 

[zzkhule]

Sounds rough. This is a bit selfish but I'm glad I will never have to endure the pain of being ghosted, because nobody shows interest in me to begin with. It's like I exist to nobody.

Hope you find the right person.