Crematoryy
Autophagic Loneliness
- Feb 12, 2025
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Nobody loves me in this world. So why should I care? What's the point of being honest when everyone wants to use you, discard you, as if my value were exclusively utilitarian? I'm underpaid and don't earn much; my job is informal, I work every day without a day off for 12 grueling hours. I'd like to simply say: "Hey, I think I need a raise", but I don't want to risk rejection, I don't want to have to listen to arrogance as if people are doing me a lot just by paying me what is already rightfully mine! I know very well that nobody loves me, and people want me to work for an ever-decreasing minimum amount, and if possible, even for free. That's why I'm paying myself the amount I define as deserved (about 20% more).
The world is an economic pyramid scheme where everyone is exploited. Some more, some less; By governments, by bankers, by the recognition of human dependencies and needs, be they addictions or social vulnerability, for selfish personal gain. That is the truth of the world! Nobody loves me and everyone is against me. I am alone, alone in this desolation.
The world is an economic pyramid scheme where everyone is exploited. Some more, some less; By governments, by bankers, by the recognition of human dependencies and needs, be they addictions or social vulnerability, for selfish personal gain. That is the truth of the world! Nobody loves me and everyone is against me. I am alone, alone in this desolation.
