I'm dying, I'm struggling to find a peaceful way to go

[edensend]

I'm 19 and I live in Arizona, I'm so exhausted that I'm struggling to even research drugs to take. I am incredibly weak and am here to ask what would be the most comfortable and quickest way for me to go. I have multiple diseases that have been causing me so much pain and suffering, I just want it all to stop. Please give me suggestions, I'm going on to palliative care so I can access pain meds for comfort and medications to keep me from throwing up poisons as well.

 

[Worndown]

Damn...and some total tools live on unscathed.
What supplies can you get?
Go over the top methods, see what is needed to succeed.

 

[Mooncry]

The most peaceful methods I've found after extensively researching are SN, tourniquet/night-night method (if you can get it to work), and N. Firearm is "peaceful" if you don't care about the aftermath.

For you in particular, I'd really start looking into SN. Unfortunately, you came at a time where the main supplier that used to be mentioned all the time around here isn't nearly as easy to access anymore. I'm truly sorry to hear about your situation. I'll post the main SN thread below. Let me know if I can be of more help.

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope that you find the peace you search for.