I'm desperate

[Ravel]

It's only a matter of time before my situation gets worse. I can't buy sn or rope, my parents are always at home and they know I have suicidal tendencies. I only have bed sheets for partial hanging. I need ctb this year. I've thought about suicide by cop, jumping but I don't have access to any building. I'm desperate I just want to die peacefully in my bed. This is so unfair. So many good people, kids dying early and I'm still here. I don't deserve to live, I don't want to live

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering. I understand the feeling of desperation. I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. I also just want to pass away peacefully, I am tired of living. It frustrates me how difficult it is to ctb. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[CommitSudoku]

I can relate. If I don't act soon then any timing of my death will just hurt my family more, while I continue to get worse every day I am here. I'm sorry your situation is going to get worse. Inmates have certainly used bedsheets as ropes before and certain clothing pieces might be suitable. Life is really unfair. I would have given mine away if I could of to someone who would properly appreciate it. I wish you the best whatever you do and whatever happens.