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Drowningindespair

Drowningindespair

Killing myself one day
Nov 16, 2025
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I want a relationship so badly and want to be abused. I've only ever had abusive relationships anyway. It's all I crave. I just want to be loved. Even if it's pretend. I feel like I don't deserve a healthy relationship.. i deserve to be abused.
 
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If only an unhealthy mix of abuse and 'temporary caring' is known, then maybe it's a craving for... some connection... that is hard to separate from a craving of that mix?
 
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