Method I'm changing my method

[LongJacks]

So after thinking it through I'm changing my mind on my method which was hanging, I'm deciding on something that I can add with food that can CTB me, Dandelion gave me an idea... either it be cherry pits or apricot seeds if It's crushed into a powder and mixed with food... can it actually work? Is it painful?

SI is very hard to pass through and motivation is a bitch for me, but adding it with food doesn't seem so bad I don't know

 

[inandoutoflove]

I read somewhere that you would need to ingest so many crushed pits at once that you'll throw up before it does anything. don't quote me.

 

[LongJacks]

I read somewhere that you would need to ingest so many crushed pits at once that you'll throw up before it does anything. don't quote me.

I've heard about this too but there have been some people who died from cherry pits don't exactly know either

Last thing I want before CTBing is vomiting and feeling nauseous I hate vomiting so much

 

[v4r0]

So after thinking it through I'm changing my mind on my method which was hanging, I'm deciding on something that I can add with food that can CTB me, Dandelion gave me an idea... either it be cherry pits or apricot seeds if It's crushed into a powder and mixed with food... can it actually work? Is it painful?

SI is very hard to pass through and motivation is a bitch for me, but adding it with food doesn't seem so bad I don't know

Have you found any more info? I've also checked Dandelion's threads and I think he ended up going with a drink of milk , lemon juice, the apricot seeds and sweetener and I'm guessing he used something to avoid vomiting too but that's like all Ive gathered. No idea of proportions or anything like that

 

[HNR_]

You'd need, like, hundreds of seeds from either fruits to die from it, I feel like

Shit, even if you were that committed to that method, is there even any documentation/spreadsheet that give you a seed needed/weight ratio or something?

 

[LongJacks]

Have you found any more info? I've also checked Dandelion's threads and I think he ended up going with a drink of milk , lemon juice, the apricot seeds and sweetener and I'm guessing he used something to avoid vomiting too but that's like all Ive gathered. No idea of proportions or anything like that

Not really I'm kind of a dumbass with chemicals and stuff, I checked their post and he did say he took antisemitic I believe too with what you've said, but the first try they ended up vomiting

They planned it out well let me tell you, I'm checking on cyanide in general as well I hear almonds can end a person too now

You'd need, like, hundreds of seeds from either fruits to die from it, I feel like

Shit, even if you were that committed to that method, is there even any documentation/spreadsheet that give you a seed needed/weight ratio or something?

Yeah true but there has been cases of elderly people accidentally dying from a few pits

Don't know unfortunately, for almonds I saw that 50 should be enough, but another guy said he took 70 and it didn't do anything (Ended up passing out and feeling nauseous he said)

 

[HNR_]

Yeah true but there has been cases of elderly people accidentally dying from a few pits

Don't know unfortunately, for almonds I saw that 50 should be enough, but another guy said he took 70 and it didn't do anything (Ended up passing out and feeling nauseous he said)

Yeah then weight and age, on top of overall health, have to all contribute to this, you'd defo need to find some documentation or experience one hell of a lot

 

[LongJacks]

Yeah then weight and age, on top of overall health, have to all contribute to this, you'd defo need to find some documentation or experience one hell of a lot

True you're right, it's a pain in the ass to do... no method yet again

*SIGN* Why is CTB so hard oof

 

[HNR_]

True you're right, it's a pain in the ass to do... no method yet again

*SIGN* Why is CTB so hard oof

Kinda in the same boat tbh, I'm going to have to resort to jumping which I don't deem to be that peaceful and probably really stressful so I get where you're coming from, if my custom title didn't already give that away lol

 

[LongJacks]

Kinda in the same boat tbh, I'm going to have to resort to jumping which I don't deem to be that peaceful and probably really stressful so I get where you're coming from, if my custom title didn't already give that away lol

I feel you man, it sucks

Jumping is a meh for me I'm actually really afraid of heights... since I was a kid and I've seen videos of people jumping and it wasn't pretty it terrified me even more

Bro the most peaceful CTB I have ever seen was of nembutal, an old woman went to Switzerland and some people documented it she just slept and fell in a coma and passed on

 

[ZeroRedz02]

So after thinking it through I'm changing my mind on my method which was hanging, I'm deciding on something that I can add with food that can CTB me, Dandelion gave me an idea... either it be cherry pits or apricot seeds if It's crushed into a powder and mixed with food... can it actually work? Is it painful?

SI is very hard to pass through and motivation is a bitch for me, but adding it with food doesn't seem so bad I don't know

It's not the thing that it doesn't seem bad even if that was a very good appetit aspect food you would read it in your head as a poison so it will not work SI is bad like this for me unfortunately..

 

[LongJacks]

It's not the thing that it doesn't seem bad even if that was a very good appetit aspect food you would read it in your head as a poison so it will not work SI is bad like this for me unfortunately..

I thought about this, I have the rope I bought in my drawer and I started to not even wanting to open it anymore, my brain or body is aware... SI goes back to millions of years for most animals let alone us humans

 

[ZeroRedz02]

I thought about this, I have the rope I bought in my drawer and I started to not even wanting to open it anymore, my brain or body is aware... SI goes back to millions of years for most animals let alone us humans

That is so bad, let me know if you find something against SI.

 

[LongJacks]

That is so bad, let me know if you find something against SI.

I will

The only things I can say that helps a bit against SI are either alcohol, drugs or cannabis which I don't recommend btw (Please don't ban me) and I do not condone drugs especially

Or for me something else was having a really really bad day... like not your typical depressive or anxious days but like something horrible happening which pushed me against my SI a bit

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Not really I'm kind of a dumbass with chemicals and stuff, I checked their post and he did say he took antisemitic I believe too with what you've said, but the first try they ended up vomiting

Ok, lol, I understand it was a typo (I think) but they took an antiemetic… not an antisemitic (adjective: Jew-hating).


We know that Dandelion has been unable to check back in here, but we cannot know for certain they CTB'd. Even if they did, it took a lot of experimentation & trial & error & oh-so-much vomiting. IMO you'd be better off with something with more reliable results. Good luck with your search.

 

[LongJacks]

Ok, lol, I understand it was a typo (I think) but they took an antiemetic… not an antisemitic (adjective: Jew-hating).


We know that Dandelion has been unable to check back in here, but we cannot know for certain they CTB'd. Even if they did, it took a lot of experimentation & trial & error & oh-so-much vomiting. IMO you'd be better off with something with more reliable results. Good luck with your search.

Oh no I wrote it wrong my bad, English isn't my first language and I have gotten rusty with it

Also I agree completely it's better to not do it, it's not for me I'm horrible with following these instructions and understanding chemicals and such

Thank u!

 

[HNR_]

I feel you man, it sucks

Jumping is a meh for me I'm actually really afraid of heights... since I was a kid and I've seen videos of people jumping and it wasn't pretty it terrified me even more

Bro the most peaceful CTB I have ever seen was of nembutal, an old woman went to Switzerland and some people documented it she just slept and fell in a coma and passed on

Oh shit, sorry to hear that, I thankfully never even sought out these sorts of videos

Yeah, I did look a little into N at first and I still find that it's such bullshit that it's not easily accessible just in the off chance that suits or whoever gets to exploit us for another day, would've loved to CTB that way

 

[LongJacks]

Oh shit, sorry to hear that, I thankfully never even sought out these sorts of videos

Yeah, I did look a little into N at first and I still find that it's such bullshit that it's not easily accessible just in the off chance that suits or whoever gets to exploit us for another day, would've loved to CTB that way

Don't be that's the reality of CTB unfortunately and I do not recommend seeing gore it's... awful man

Yeah It's almost impossible to get and for Switzerland or VAD you have to pay roughly around €20k too much, capitalism will always be about exploiting others but people are happy to get up at 4AM and be a slave to this system to then just die with debt