I’m back, thought I survived for a reason, guess I was wrong

[miamartian2]

I don't know if any of you guys remember me from my old account "miamartian" but I deleted it and everything attatched to it right before my attempt a few months ago. Crazy thing is, when I survived my attempt and woke up from my coma I really thought everything I wanted to disappear for disappeared along with me. The problem with that one was that I didn't successfully make myself disappear. That's not how I viewed it in the beginning because I stupidly believed my almost successful failed attempt wasn't actually a failed attempt at all and instead was under the impression I succeeded at getting a new chapter or another chance or whatever bullshit you wanna call it but nope. Not yesterday not today and fuck tomorrow!! Therapy's no help it's more scripted than the Kardashians fuck your help and fuck this place. Third times a charm right?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

They, whoever they are, do say the third time's a charm. I think, in reality, it really depends if one has gleaned the proper lessons from the failure. Another old adage is history always repeats itself. Anywhoooooo..........welcome back.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you went through a failed attempt. To me, it is so unfair how it is difficult to leave this life behind and of course I wish that it is easier to leave. It can be awful when things do not go to plan but I guess life is very uncertain and unpredictable after all. I hope that you find relief from your suffering, it really is so horrible how we cannot have a guaranteed and peaceful way to exit this life. No one should have to worry about the method failing.

 

[Catloaf]

May I ask why you failed?

 

[hellohello]

Didn't you attempt with N? Were you found too early? What happened..could you give more info? This is scary.

 

[Euthanza]

I'm sorry that must be terrible; Were you got scammed?
You got N from D, right?