I’m alive

[NotOkay_]

I think i might have a chance at life improving. I've been trying my best these days to give things a good go. Looking after myself, meditating, eating properly and socialising and not really coming on here. I'm proud.

 

[RealHumanBean]

Proud of you too. It takes an absolutely insane amount of effort and perseverance to go through daily life while passively suicidal.

 

[Green Destiny]

Happy to hear it.

 

[Yiyo123]

Good for you. I hope everything will keep getting better. Live every minute and enjoy life to the fullest. Keep your head high and if you fall, get up and try again. Don't let nobody tell you that you are worthless or useless. You matter. Enjoy your life, remember the moments and if you feel down for some reason, reach out.

I wish i could apply what I said to myself... but I already lost all hope. I don't care about life.

 

[lofticries]

I don't know you but I wish you the best in life.

 

[valleyofdeath]

good!!

 

[Spitfire]

I think i might have a chance at life improving. I've been trying my best these days to give things a good go. Looking after myself, meditating, eating properly and socialising and not really coming on here. I'm proud.

How are you doing @Golden_xx ? ? Has your life been improving for you?

I was thinking about you

 

[alown]

I think i might have a chance at life improving. I've been trying my best these days to give things a good go. Looking after myself, meditating, eating properly and socialising and not really coming on here. I'm proud.

we do not know each other but I am happy to read that having also read in the past some of your discussions which did say the opposite.

I would also like to have that hope like you, if all the problems come from you and you can have some control over those problems then I think there is hope.

one of my biggest issues with me is something that I can't have any control over, it's like a damocles sword, and it makes me suicidal, more than the other issues that I can have control over.

 

[WornOutLife]

I hadn't seen this thread!
I'm SO happy to hear you're doing better!
Many things have improved in my life too.
I've realized I will always be suicidal, though. However, I think I can live with it. I guess this is why I love SS so much; I need to talk about CTB, depression, etc everyday because they're just part of my life and what makes me live! (how ironic lol)

Wish you the best and post updates so that we know how you doing!

Hugs!!