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ElDesgraciado

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Wait a minute, I'll start uploading images of the process and how I'm feeling. I will take 10 clonazepam and 10 sleeping pills (benzos) to keep calm
I can't take it anymore I'm about to do ctb attentive because I'll keep you informed while I'm conscious. autism ruined my life

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I already have everything ready, the dose of benzos and SN on the plate, first I will take the benzos and wait 45 minutes for them to take effect. Then I will pour the Sn over a glass of Coke. I will keep everyone informed
I already took the benzos, 5 clonazepam and 5 sleeping pills, in an hour I take the sodium nitrite in Coca-Cola
 

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Someone123

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I hope you find peace, but that's a lot of benzos- you may pass out long before you can take the sn. Somehow I hope you find peace.
 
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ElDesgraciado

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I hope you find peace, but that's a lot of benzos- you may pass out long before you can take the sn. Somehow I hope you find peace.
thanks for your words. It's been 10 minutes since I took the benzos. I hope to alleviate the symptoms of SN with the benzos and music in the headphones
I hope you find peace, but that's a lot of benzos- you may pass out long before you can take the sn. Somehow I hope you find peace.
thanks for your words. It's been 10 minutes since I took the benzos. I hope to alleviate the symptoms of SN with the benzos and music in the headphones
I'm already starting to feel super relaxed from the clonazepam and sleepy from the sleeping pills. I think I will take 5 more doses of each medication
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
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Brother. I am really sorry that you are going through this right now and I don't want to be that one person but taking it with Coca-Cola is not a good idea. Your choice though and we are here for you..
 
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ElDesgraciado

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casi ahí. tomar 10 benzos más. Me muero por saber qué hay después de esta vida. Tengo la teoría de que las almas nuevas toman cuerpos inferiores como baterías. y los viejos suben más alto.
ElegĂ­ Coca-Cola porque tiene una sustancia contra el vĂłmito.

ĂŤcono de validado por la comunidad
 

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almost there. take 10 more benzos. I'm dying to know what's after this life. I have a theory that new souls take on lower bodies like batteries. and the old climb higher.
I chose Coca-Cola because it has an anti-vomiting substance."
casi ahí. tomar 10 benzos más. Me muero por saber qué hay después de esta vida. Tengo la teoría de que las almas nuevas toman cuerpos inferiores como baterías. y los viejos suben más alto.
ElegĂ­ Coca-Cola porque tiene una sustancia contra el vĂłmito.

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ok hermano lamento que estes pasando por esto de verdad te deseo lo mejor todos estan aqui contigo mucho amor
 
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ElDesgraciado

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5 clonazepam mas, ahora me tomo 5 pastillas para dormir mas

ĂŤcono de validado por la comunidad
 
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AgiliteBuster2k

Broken by whom he thought was the fix
Jun 10, 2022
20
Hey man, I'm about to take SN too in a couple of hours. Hope you'll find peace from this.. From one SN user to another haha, good luck! Maybe coke isn't the best Idea but it's up to you.
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
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I'm sorry for the pain this life brought you and I hope whatever is next is everything you ever wanted. Have a safe journey.
your choice in music is really nice btw
 
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Baby that is so very much clonazepam. Just worried is all. I hope they make you nice and comfortable at least
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
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Baby that is so very much clonazepam. Just worried is all. I hope they make you nice and comfortable at least
He's still awake. I would have passed out face first
 
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ElDesgraciado

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Jun 12, 2022
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Est
I'm about to take 8cclonazepam but I don't want unpleasant effects on the SN. I've lost count of how many benzos I'm taking. I think 15 or 20. Add 10 more benzos. I already feel super tired and a little clumsy. I hit the objects. In a while I would have to be semi-conscious and that's when I'll take the nitrite thoroughly. My vision is already a little blurry.



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TraducciĂłn en vivo
Oye, estoy a punto de tomar SN también en un par de horas. Espero que encuentres paz con esto... De un usuario de SN a otro jaja, ¡buena suerte! Tal vez la coca cola no sea la mejor idea, pero depende de ti.
Buen viaje
 
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Shu

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Si te resulta más fácil hablar en español, hablar en español te hace más cómodo y fácil.
 
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ElDesgraciado

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Si, las traducciones son malas. Ya estoy por tomar el vaso de coca con sn
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Si, las traducciones son malas. Ya estoy por tomar el vaso de coca con sn
cuĂ­date amigo, lamento todo el sufrimiento que pasaste, te deseo un buen viaje en tu viaje al otro lado, espero que esto sea realmente lo que quieres hacer. siempre hay otro dĂ­a.
 
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Hopeless_brat

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Jun 8, 2022
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God
Wait a minute, I'll start uploading images of the process and how I'm feeling. I will take 10 clonazepam and 10 sleeping pills (benzos) to keep calm
I can't take it anymore I'm about to do ctb attentive because I'll keep you informed while I'm conscious. autism ruined my life
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I already have everything ready, the dose of benzos and SN on the plate, first I will take the benzos and wait 45 minutes for them to take effect. Then I will pour the Sn over a glass of Coke. I will keep everyone informed
I already took the benzos, 5 clonazepam and 5 sleeping pills, in an hour I take the sodium nitrite in Coca-Cola
Bless you , my brother
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I'm about to take 8cclonazepam but I don't want unpleasant effects on the SN. I've lost count of how many benzos I'm taking. I think 15 or 20. Add 10 more benzos. I already feel super tired and a little clumsy. I hit the objects. In a while I would have to be semi-conscious and that's when I'll take the nitrite thoroughly. My vision is already a little blurry.



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TraducciĂłn en vivo

Buen viaje
I will also take SN , please share your experience
 
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ElDesgraciado

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Jun 12, 2022
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El vaso de cocacola es intomable. Demaciado líquido en el baso, al final pondré el sn en un poco de agua mezclado con mucha azúcar para tapar el sabor desagradable
Rond 2
Hice ayuno de 15 horas quiero aclarar
 
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El vaso de cocacola es intomable. Demaciado líquido en el baso, al final pondré el sn en un poco de agua mezclado con mucha azúcar para tapar el sabor desagradable
Rond 2
Hice ayuno de 15 horas quiero aclarar
hermano, no estoy seguro de que agregarle azĂşcar sea una buena idea, sinceramente. lo mejor es simplemente tomar el sn con 50 ml de agua.
 
plsimnotokay

plsimnotokay

I just keep telling myself it’ll be alright
Jun 6, 2022
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We're all here with you.
 
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ElDesgraciado

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Shu

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haz lo que creas que es mejor, pero debo hacerte saber que mezclarlo con cualquier otra cosa está causando riesgo
 
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ElDesgraciado

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Bueno llegĂł mi hora chicos. Un gusto. Si me pongo azul mostrare fotos. Nitritonsi es mortal la quĂ­mica que me lo vendiĂł le puso la entiqueta de muerte y un texto que indica que es mortsl
 
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Dizzylady80

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This may not sit well baby, I worry for you. If it does not go according to plan, there is always tomorrow, okay? ❤ I truly wish you the best, and will be here
 
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Hopeless_brat

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How much SN are you taking?
Bueno llegĂł mi hora chicos. Un gusto. Si me pongo azul mostrare fotos. Nitritonsi es mortal la quĂ­mica que me lo vendiĂł le puso la entiqueta de muerte y un texto que indic
 
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How are you feeling?
I am so sorry about this :(
We are with you
I hope you find the peace you desire
 
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ElDesgraciado

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Puede que esto no te siente bien bebé, me preocupo por ti. Si no sale según lo planeado, siempre queda un mañana, ¿de acuerdo? ❤ Realmente te deseo lo mejor, y estaré aquí
Si no sale según lo planeado me daré por vencido. Si no contesto más el foro es porque fue exitoso. Mi nombre es Alejo emiliano esposito Schillaci. Podrán ver el acta de fallecimiento en datas.com o en darkpfa en caso de haber muerto. A veces tarda en actualizar . Si no contectonmas en el foro es porque fue exitoso. Soy Argentino. Es fácil recopilar esa info
 
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Hermano espero que consigas lo que buscas, un abrazo fuerte….
 
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