I’m a no contact failure

[Water-Lily]

Until I can manage to go 100% no contact with my family, I am a failure

A failure so bad I make trauma/abuse victims look bad

So bad I don't want anyone to get close to me. I'm on my way to some stupid social event and I know some people who will want to touch/hug me. And I don't want it

I'm tired of people who want to get close to a failure who feels "safe" in a false sense of security in an abusive home I've yet to do enough to get Away from

Kill me

 

[excelsior]

That's not true, Water-Lily. Many of us are still in touch with our families and we're not making anyone look bad because of it. I'm sorry you're hurting.