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Uselessatbest

Uselessatbest

Student
Oct 9, 2019
147
I wish I had a friend to talk to. Someone I can talk to about anything as simple as what their favorite color is. Throughout my life I've been alone, a loner, and it's just so damn lonely. Having no friends really affected my social skills cause I do not have any of those either! I really just want to die. No point of living. Why must our bodies built so it's hard to ctb?
 
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Sanva

Sanva

:/
Dec 10, 2021
261
I'm the same. I've always been alone and it sucks. All I've ever wanted was a real friend but it seems like I'm too broken and weird to get that. I know what it's like to be lonely, I'm sorry you're dealing with this.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
@Uselessatbest - sorry I've been away for a while. Already sent you a pm.
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
blue. Blue is my favorite color. thanks for asking. how about you?
 
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lonewolf22

Member
Jul 3, 2020
62
Instead of participating, we spend our lives observing others, and miss out on all the blessings that life truly has to offer. No friends, unrequited love, no parties, no prom , no graduation ceremony, no girlfriend, no life partner to share special moments with, no children. Truly one of the worst outcomes of life, being a prisoner in your own body.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
Lone wolf: live alone; die alone. Yeah
 
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Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 32 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
455
I used to be proud of my lone wolf status until I grew up. Everyone else has split off into their own wolf packs, and I'm here wandering in the snow until I die. Alive, but not really living.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,624
I know that loneliness can be painful for many people. I'm sorry you are going through this. It really is difficult to ctb as we are programmed to survive, more than anything I wish it was easier to exit. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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