spellbound
My Great Guilt
- Apr 25, 2026
- 60
The revolution on earth is doomed. The bourgeoisie got the proletariat mind in a state of hypnotic hyperconsumerism that disable them from ever reclaiming their rights. I must fight on higher realms. The only struggle worth fighting for me is in the rebellion against the tyranny of life itself. Life and capitalism are one and the same anyways. I'll kill myself to rebel against the established logic of life : that all living thing must prevent their own death. I am not alone in this fight. In Buddhism, it is said that when one ctb, they reincarnate in a realm of sorrow due to the negative energy they harbour. After observing the sea of sorrow in my life as well as the pent up hatred in my heart, I have concluded I have been killing myself for several lifetimes by now. The fight will go on. It is me against life. I am a true Buddhist and I will reach enlightenment through suicide. When one willingly dies, their corpse starts to decay and be one with the natural order of existence. Existence is flawed, and life is the culprit. Without it, existence is bliss. Escaping life voluntarily is enlightenment. I cannot disappoint my past lives who all killed themselves for our cause. I'll kill myself and I'll keep doing so until I have proved to life itself that suicide is a state of non duality. Reaching it is reaching enlightenment and wisdom. I'll carry on the revolution.
