I’ll be gone soon

[riamulbs]

I'm giving it a week. Nothings right anymore and ctb is the only way out. I've attempted multiple times before and I know what i messed up in previously, and now I've researched it and looked into it I know what i need to do. I want it to be painful and dramatic, I want to know in that moment I'm dying. I know it sounds stupid, but that just feels right to me? I'm just glad I've finally found somewhere I won't be judged

 

[Deleted member 22624]

I'm so sorry, I hope you don't go painfully. Maybe a week of talking with like-minded souls will convince you to suffer along with us for a good while longer than this week. Sorry please forgive the dark humour, I hope it's not inappropriate, it probably is thinking about it. I hope things change

 

[riamulbs]

I'm so sorry, I hope you don't go painfully. Maybe a week of talking with like-minded souls will convince you to suffer along with us for a good while longer than this week. Sorry please forgive the dark humour, I hope it's not inappropriate, it probably is thinking about it. I hope things change

Honestly, having some dark humour about and having light hearted people is much nicer than the usual response to talking about how I wanna ctb. Maybe I'll find some comfort with you guys and find my place somehow