If you had your preferred method ready to use, would you go for it in the next 7 days?

[_Minsk]

would you go for it?

 

[FuneralCry]

If I had N which is my preferred method, I would be already gone. The thing that holds me back from ctb is the lack of peaceful and reliable exit and there is the fear of failure. If I had N it would be a comforting feeling. I deserve an peaceful death. There is no point to me continuing this life, I am very tired of living. Every day is just suffering.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Nope, because:

1) I'm not and won't be alone for a while

2) I have set a CTB date already.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Not yet.

 

[demuic]

I still need to find a way to make sure I won't be interrupted. Interruptions are a big and relatively preventable cause of failure.

 

[SanguineHare]

No. I have a couple of things to attend to that wouldn't be possible to achieve in a week.

 

[WilNord]

my preferred method is a gun that has .45 acp hollow points or greater, if I had it right now I would have shot myself the second I had it in my hands. If I had it years ago I wouldn't have made this account or looked at other methods to begin with...
Wish I wasn't in a pro-gun control shithole

 

[Zzzzz]

Yes. If I had opportunity with a reasonable method.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

My preferred method is Gun. If I would have access to that then without any doubt I will attempt within the next 7 days.

 

[Crazy4u]

if i had pure fentanyl, I would ctb in 3 weeks. I need 3 weeks to break apartment lease, give work 2 weeks notice, and rehome my dog

 

[DanWhoLikesPie]

Plenty of heroin dealers in my neighborhood, which is #1 option. I'm sitting less than six feet from my 6.5 Creedmoor hunting rifle, which is #2 option. But nope, not CTB anytime soon. I plan on living for several decades yet, because I'm not depressed and life is good. But as soon as I'm terminally ill or dementia hits, it's CTB time.

 

[Choco]

Not yet bc I need to set my mind to it.

 

[DanWhoLikesPie]

Not yet.

OMG I almost CTB'd myself laughing!

 

[lofticries]

Honestly it really depends on the time of day. Because some moments I'm like 'fuck it, let's die now' and other times I'm like 'wait, don't you want to experience so and so first.' It's frustrating af.

 

[Hirokami]

Given how my life is getting worse by the day, it's tempting, honestly. Catch me on a day I absolutely cannot cope with and there would be a 95% chance I'll go through with it, especially if it's N.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

No not yet because my Dog still needs me, Once he's gone over the bridge and l've had him cremated and taken 3 months out to grieve, Then l'll be ready to eat lead!

 

[DanWhoLikesPie]

my preferred method is a gun that has .45 acp hollow points or greater, if I had it right now I would have shot myself the second I had it in my hands. If I had it years ago I wouldn't have made this account or looked at other methods to begin with...
Wish I wasn't in a pro-gun control shithole

What state/country are you in? In the US, it's easy to get shotguns even in pro-gun-control states, because all the political focus is on handguns and ARs. I live in New York, and buying a shotgun is as easy as going to the store and passing a criminal background check.

If you live anywhere in the US, shotguns are easy to obtain for a few hundred $$$. If you're outside the US, fuck your freedom-hating country, and I'm sorry they deprived you of a reliable method to CTB.

 

[peepo]

I am ready to ctb right now but I keep failing.

 

[coldcoldcold]

i want to but i'm scared and have a stupid sense of optimism (i.e. "surely it'll get better eventually!" [it never does])

 

[Kobusu]

Immediately and without hesitation. Whatever gets me out of this meat prison fastest.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Depends what time of day you catch me…

 

[WilNord]

What state/country are you in? In the US, it's easy to get shotguns even in pro-gun-control states, because all the political focus is on handguns and ARs. I live in New York, and buying a shotgun is as easy as going to the store and passing a criminal background check.

If you live anywhere in the US, shotguns are easy to obtain for a few hundred $$$. If you're outside the US, fuck your freedom-hating country, and I'm sorry they deprived you of a reliable method to CTB.

Yea I don't live in the US. Sucks really, I have no idea why people make such a big deal about gun's being used in suicide. Sure complain about gun's being used in shootings because that affects a lot of innocent people, someone committing suicide with a gun aren't massively affect anyone's lives for the worse unless the person committing suicide was a guardian or parent

 

[LingeringUnreal]

To the OP question: maybe. I put "if I had my preferred method", but it's a little more complicated than that. I have other methods available, I just vastly prefer ingesting something over like, hanging. I could ctb right away if I wanted via hanging or med cocktail OD, but...I've failed with both those methods before :x So I'd definitely prefer to wait for SN.

I also have some practical stuff to get sorted out, but if the SN was to show up on my doorstep tomorrow then yeah, it'd be within 7 days I think. I'm thinking about this one way too hard lol.

 

[DanWhoLikesPie]

Yea I don't live in the US. Sucks really, I have no idea why people make such a big deal about gun's being used in suicide. Sure complain about gun's being used in shootings because that affects a lot of innocent people, someone committing suicide with a gun aren't massively affect anyone's lives for the worse unless the person committing suicide was a guardian or parent

I don't get it either. Who are you gonna mass-kill with a double-barreled shotgun? The second barrel is only there in case you fuck up. This applies both to CTB and to duck hunting.