
TheVanishingPoint
Student
- May 20, 2025
- 102

Any other personal reflection can be shared in the comments, but the question refers only to those listed.
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if you do a lot of opioids while in the water your going to drownI went back and forth between opioids and drowning. The thing that stops me with drowning is the physical side of SI. For me, it kicks in hard when there's a direct physical element. Anything where the body starts to panic makes it worse for me. Pills or chemicals don't trigger it the same way luckily. If I didn't have that physical reaction, I'd be walking straight into the ocean tomorrow.
You know what, that sounds fab.if you do a lot of opioids while in the water your going to drown
That's the way I want it, that's the way I need it.Gun can be aimed at sure death places and depending on the type of firearm could easily ensure there is no chance of survival.(I'm thinking things like shotgun to skull.)
This was my second option if I dont follow through with my personal ctb goal, and if that were to happen aka me using CO I wouldn't mention it to anyone because fuck that I'd already be a joke to myself I already am and if I can't follow through I only deserve scrutiny.I'm still solid on the CO. Nothing has swayed me yet.